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VivaldiBR

VivaldiBR

Experienced
Oct 4, 2020
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I have certain beliefs that some friends consider to be fantasies in my head. Since my depressive state began, Im very hopeless and started to have negative thoughts about life; about the past, present and future. Due to these feelings, I end up fixing a vision about my reality, that things will forever go wrong and that my desires, dreams and aspirations will not come true. All my friends say that these thoughts are lies and do not match reality.However, with each passing day I see that these thoughts are indeed true. I have disappointments almost daily that confirm all this negativity. So I think that they are not just things in my mind, that I am supposed to be addicted to fixed conceptions about, but that those "lies" are reality.

Maybe I'm really wrong and I'm taking a limited view of things, but reality always comes close to fantasy.
 
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