coolgal82
she/her, terminally silly :3
- Sep 10, 2024
- 136
I was fine with my life before 15-16 or so when i realised that i was trans. i just had a weird thought in the car and thought "hmm i should think about that more" and since that incident i like looked into it more and the dysphoria got like worse and worse, and now i feel like i will never be happy because of this stupid body. I'll never look like a woman nor will i ever feel like one. I'll never be able to have kids. I am an unloveable freak. i wish i never realised and these thoughts never went anywhere and i couldve just repressed it.
It's not even just that directly though, since realising that numerous other issues have come to the surface and its just been a slow decline since then. im tired.
It's not even just that directly though, since realising that numerous other issues have come to the surface and its just been a slow decline since then. im tired.
