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checkouttime

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A video of a person with a terminal illness choosing to end their life using Nembutal , looks pretty god damn peaceful to me and they don't seem to struggle drinking it whatsoever. R.I.P

 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
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How annoying to have some guy crying right in your face when you're trying to peacefully exit.
 
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WornOutLife

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Heart-breaking but I would like to leave this world like that so badly...
 
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S like Siren

S like Siren

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Apr 29, 2021
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How annoying to have some guy crying right in your face when you're trying to peacefully exit.
I was about to write how sad the video was at the end ... but I read your comment, I have been laughing for 5 minutes.Thank you :) I take this opportunity to tell you that I really love reading your comments and you always make me laugh and I also love your nickname!:)
 
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WFJ74

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This is absolutely beautiful. I wish i could die surrounded by people who love me. I have to die alone.
 
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greyhound

greyhound

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Did anyone see if he took an anti emetic earlier in the video?
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
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How annoying to have some guy crying right in your face when you're trying to peacefully exit.
Yeah,I mean I understand why he's sad considering a loved one is about to die. But I'd rather this than watching said loved one rot and suffer in a hospital bed begging for their life to be over.

n truly is the holy grail of ctb methods.
 
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He drank a lot of liquid. Atleast 400 ml between two big glasses?

Is it Nembutal in both glasses?

The guy on the right(George) seem to be performing for the Camera. Very very irritating.
 
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Bullit

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May 6, 2021
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Did anyone see if he took an anti emetic earlier in the video?
Yes the doctor refers to taking it an hour before the N. Its right around 52:00
 
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Deadlyroses

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Mar 28, 2021
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He seemed so at peace. I wish I could die while cuddling and hugging someone. But that won't happen. I'll just have to use my imagination and music and a fuckton of blankets. Thinking about this is making me cry.

Utterly alone. In life and in death. I can't wait to finally ctb and be free from this feeling.
 
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profoundexperience

profoundexperience

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Jun 29, 2020
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Here's another Nembutal example at Dignitas (has been previously posted). VERY PEACEFUL... just fall asleep...

 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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He drank a lot of liquid. Atleast 400 ml between two big glasses?

Is it Nembutal in both glasses?

The guy on the right(George) seem to be performing for the Camera. Very very irritating.

It was nowhere near 400ml. The glass is about half full at the most, so if it was a pint pot it would be 284ml for half.but seen as the glass isn't just straight it would probably be more near 200ml.

the other glass is juice
 
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ErzsebetBATHORY

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that was all sorts of inspirational and shit.
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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I watched the whole documentary. It was a really moving and powerful piece of work that I recommend you all watch.
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

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Apr 13, 2021
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How annoying to have some guy crying right in your face when you're trying to peacefully exit.
You bitchy bitch! :pfff: I hate men who cry too, especially during sex. How often do you still do it? :))
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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You bitchy bitch! :pfff: I hate men who cry too, especially during sex. How often do you still do it? :))
Idk, maybe two or three times a month. Lost some fat without losing strength so I'm guessing the T increase stops some of it.
 
Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
How annoying to have some guy crying right in your face when you're trying to peacefully exit.
The guy calls him "baby", and might be his partner. I wouldn't mind my wife holding me and crying while i fade out. Would make me feel loved.
 
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slyna

Student
Jul 30, 2021
154
A video of a person with a terminal illness choosing to end their life using Nembutal , looks pretty god damn peaceful to me and they don't seem to struggle drinking it whatsoever. R.I.P


Wait what? The doctor said "you're not gonna feel anything until you feel sleepy"

What the F does he mean by that? Around 1 hour 14 minutes
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Lost some fat without losing strength so I'm guessing the T increase stops some of it.
Sexy. I've been telling myself I can't cry because I'm full of testosterone for years. It has nothing to do with me being emotionally fucked up, I'm just so manly that I turn tears into cum

Shampoo Shredder GIF
 
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Jumping_realms

Jumping_realms

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Jul 4, 2021
483
Wait what? The doctor said "you're not gonna feel anything until you feel sleepy"

What the F does he mean by that? Around 1 hour 14 minutes
Yeah, that's about right with N.

You feel normal, then feel really sleepy, then pass completely out.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
2,899
Wait what? The doctor said "you're not gonna feel anything until you feel sleepy"

What the F does he mean by that? Around 1 hour 14 minutes

and whats so hard to understand about that, he won't feel anything, but he will then feel sleepy? whats your point??

he's going to feel sleepy because he is dying , oh no shock/horror lol
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
2,899
I interpret it like he said he would feel something like pain, maybe I read it all wrong

lol "you're not gonna feel anything until you feel sleepy" where in that sentence is pain mentioned? as i can't seem to find it for some reason!!!
 
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The Lonely

The Lonely

Arcanist
Jan 26, 2021
406
I interpret it like he said he would feel something like pain, maybe I read it all wrong

The goal is to put your head into Deep sleep…
Then your breathing will slow down… until the point your brain gets private from oxygen (for time enough)… Then it shuts down…

So the next step is your Heart following the Brain an switching off… (right after the brain does)… Not before, and it does Needs to switch off!
(In order to not end up as a vegetable)…

So if something disturbs this 'ideal' sequence (…)
Then things can mess up….
 
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checkouttime

Visionary
Jul 15, 2020
2,899
you fall into asleep, partof the brain switches off, the part that controls rate of breathing , a persons breathing slows and then stops totally. no oxygen to the lungs means respitratory failure. then there is not enough oxygen to maintain brain function and then the heart stops.



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here's a video of somebody taking powdered N, notice the massive difference in the amounts of fluid between the 2 video's :hihi: notice in this video how he says it tastes nasty but still has no problem gulping it down!!!

 
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