ready to give up

[SuicideByBelt]

I've been suffering for far too long.

My mind is continually obsessed with the past in an uncontrollable way.

Failed high school

Dropped university

Constantly caused trouble and smashed relationships throughout my life

Ongoing obsession with the past, which has followed me for years

Seeking out EMDR therapy but this obsession with the past won't stop

Aspergers

Single

All round loser

Better days ain't coming.

I'm going to sneak into a cricket field at 1am, going to put up a tent in the middle of the cricket field, and produce 2L of H2S (Hydrogen Sulfide) in a 9L round bucket inside the tent.

On each side of the tent, there's going to be an A3 paper taped with this written on it:
"STAY AWAY!
H2S POISONOUS GAS
ONE BREATH CAN
KILL YOU"

I'm going to send up a scheduled text to the police marked for 2 hours after I've done the death to inform them where I am, and what has happened.

Time to catch the bus.

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[MisanthropicLycan]

I hope you are %110 positive that you want this and you are at peace with leaving this world and dying. If that is the case then I wish you luck on your journey stranger and I hope you find tranquility in the great beyond. Rest In Peace.

 

[Ratherbeskinny]

This post looks VERY similar to a post I saw around one week ago. Anyway, I hope you find peace one way or another.

 

[SuicideByBelt]

This post looks VERY similar to a post I saw around one week ago. Anyway, I hope you find peace one way or another.

i was going to do it but stopped. now im actuall yy gonna do it

 

[Ratherbeskinny]

i was going to do it but stopped. now im actuall yy gonna do it

Ah okay, I understand. Are you 1000% sure?

 

[SuicideByBelt]

I hope you are %110 positive that you want this and you are at peace with leaving this world and dying. If that is the case then I wish you luck on your journey stranger and I hope you find tranquility in the great beyond. Rest In Peace.

i've been suffering for a long time. i'm ready

Ah okay, I understand. Are you 1000% sure?

I've been suffering for years and it doesn't look like it is going to stop anytime soon

 

[I screwed up]

Wht ever u do friend pl do it with proper planning ... U don't want a failed attempt and end up in the hospital ... Wish u luck in wht ever u decide ...may u get the peace u deserve..

 

[Essence]

Whatever you decide, peace be with you my friend

 

[Ratherbeskinny]

"I read Tim Ferriss' Some Practical Thoughts on Suicide, I cried, I prayed to God and called a crisis team.

I don't want to die. I want to be happy. I want to have friends. I want to have a relationship. I want to create awesome stuff. I want to move on from past mistakes." - Your exact words a few days ago.

Listen. It's your choice. I'm not trying to convince you to stay or to change your mind or whatever, but this worries me a little bit. I know life is shit and fucked up and I know you've been hurt a lot and now think that killing yourself is thé solution. In a way it is, as you can probably imagine yourself. However, if you even have the slightest shred of doubt, you shouldn't do it. Death is permanent, trying to "be happy, have friends, have a relationship and create awesome stuff" isn't. I don't know if it's possible for you as I don't know you that well, but like I said; if you even have the slightest shred of doubt, try to make your earlier mentioned "goals" work.

If you are 100000% sure that this is the only way out of your pain and misery, you do you and I hope you'll find the peace you deserve.

 

[jgm63]

If this is what you want, then I wish you a peaceful journey, friend.
Whatever you decide, everything is going to be okay.

 

[SuicideByBelt]

"I read Tim Ferriss' Some Practical Thoughts on Suicide, I cried, I prayed to God and called a crisis team.

I don't want to die. I want to be happy. I want to have friends. I want to have a relationship. I want to create awesome stuff. I want to move on from past mistakes." - Your exact words a few days ago.

Listen. It's your choice. I'm not trying to convince you to stay or to change your mind or whatever, but this worries me a little bit. I know life is shit and fucked up and I know you've been hurt a lot and now think that killing yourself is thé solution. In a way it is, as you can probably imagine yourself. However, if you even have the slightest shred of doubt, you shouldn't do it. Death is permanent, trying to "be happy, have friends, have a relationship and create awesome stuff" isn't. I don't know if it's possible for you as I don't know you that well, but like I said; if you even have the slightest shred of doubt, try to make your earlier mentioned "goals" work.

If you are 100000% sure that this is the only way out of your pain and misery, you do you and I hope you'll find the peace you deserve.

My brain has tortured me for years. it won't go away

If this is what you want, then I wish you a peaceful journey, friend.
Whatever you decide, everything is going to be okay.

thank you

 

[jgm63]

Also if you decide to change your mind then we are here for you.

 

[hopelessandbroken]

please be 1000% sure that u want to do this and its okay if u still change your mind. good luck <3