Venting ready or not?

[roseleaf]

some days i feel like im ready even if everything fails
and other days i feel like i would never ever do that.

those days my brain is replaying over and over in my head; "wouldn't everyone feel burdened by a death?"

well, obviously. but i'll be dead, thats not my problem.
unfortunately, my personality will apparently not allow others to feel sadness because of me.

so, when i feel completely ready, that's when i'll go. i hope.

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that after all only you know when the time is right to leave, I believe it to be a feeling that one has when they know they are certain, and they feel ready. But anyway I wish you the best, existing here really can be so tiring.

 

[CentreMid]

It's alright if you don't feel absolutely ready to go yet. Everybody comes to that point at their own pace. That being said, I can see why being stuck in a limbo of sorts is frustrating. Anywho, I hope you find peace soon.