Great way to set me off.
great features and nice body cause I love weight lifting. It's crazy how short we sell ourselves. I use to be so down on myself thinking I was ugly and quite self conscious. Now I realize I'm actually very physically attractive. But looks will never overpower shit personality. It's just facts.
Looks overpower 'shit personality' millions of times every single day. That is part of the problem with this society.
Can you pick 2 options? Some times I see nothing but my flaws so 1. However some days I love myself so 10. However considering guys never gave a shit about anything BUT my looks... I'm guessing closer to 10. (general comment to no one specific) I fucking hate guys and I fucking hate sex. It would be nice to know I'm loved for more then my looks but whatever I guess (coming from someone that's married and gets along better with guys compared to females.)
It's not really about loving yourself, it's more about objective reality. So I am guessing your answer would be the 10.
Do you think maybe there is a reason that people ONLY like you for your looks?
It's rare that I hear someone refer to themselves as a legitimate "Aphrodite", even if they arguably appear to be physically. People don't react kindly to a lack of humility, that said, they also don't react well to people downplaying their fortunes in life, so you have to strike that balance.
Most people judge a person by appearances above all else (so we are all victims of it, as well as perpetrators), you are on the extremely privileged side of that. Doors are open for you that otherwise wouldn't be, so anything else you have to offer is usually allowed to present itself and be seen in a positive light, due to a sort of halo effect. So I'm not sure why you are having such difficulty with the interpersonal harmony, unless it pertains to the reason you are here, aggravating circumstances and such. Hating sex could be off putting to men that are interested in you, but that doesn't explain the women, or any platonic relationships with men.
Which, btw, if you hate guys then how do you get along with them? Are they just marginally better than your relationships with women? Not that I have a horse in that race, as I have been fucked over and treated like trash by both sexes.