brokenwaves
i need to cross a border that’s hard to define
- Feb 19, 2021
- 118
currently living with my sister in her home, she has several kids and it's a lot to deal with at times. i could probably handle it a bit better except it's hard to ignore the fact that i'm overstaying my welcome.
i've been trying to find my own place for months, but nobody responds to my emails because i'm on disability payment so i receive a government assistance to pay rent. problem with this is that nobody wants to rent to people with government assistance, they won't even respond to my emails.
even worse still is that my country is struggling with a housing crisis, and renting costs are just increasing to crazy amounts. i live in the middle of nowhere, so rent should not be as high as it is but half of the places are too expensive, even with the assistance.
what's causing me to post this rant is that finally somebody responded who accepts this assistance and so I confirm my interest, and have heard nothing in return & the advertisement has been deleted. god it's so depressing, i thought maybe i would have finally my own space to either spend me last while on earth in peace (or even the optimist inside me thought i could give things "another try" - at least for awhile). but of course it's so hopeless as usual, i can't even get a stupid one bedroom place for myself i'm so sick of this shit !!! i would take anything at this stage but i have no options, how am i expected to survive in a society like this?? i can barely keep a roof over my head
i've been trying to find my own place for months, but nobody responds to my emails because i'm on disability payment so i receive a government assistance to pay rent. problem with this is that nobody wants to rent to people with government assistance, they won't even respond to my emails.
even worse still is that my country is struggling with a housing crisis, and renting costs are just increasing to crazy amounts. i live in the middle of nowhere, so rent should not be as high as it is but half of the places are too expensive, even with the assistance.
what's causing me to post this rant is that finally somebody responded who accepts this assistance and so I confirm my interest, and have heard nothing in return & the advertisement has been deleted. god it's so depressing, i thought maybe i would have finally my own space to either spend me last while on earth in peace (or even the optimist inside me thought i could give things "another try" - at least for awhile). but of course it's so hopeless as usual, i can't even get a stupid one bedroom place for myself i'm so sick of this shit !!! i would take anything at this stage but i have no options, how am i expected to survive in a society like this?? i can barely keep a roof over my head