Venting Random thoughts

[Fadinglife]

Desire to hurt myself is so strong today. There is too much pain. I don't think i'd be carry on like this even for a year.
My mental state keeps getting worse. I really want to find a method to rely on despite the circumstances. I don't want to survive if i take the final step. I feel like my circumstances would become worse overtime. I am tired of fighting. More condescending and stupid talks push me towards the edge.

 

[Bulletwbttrflywings]

Sounds like you've been struggling with a lot. Please do make sure you aren't going to act on impulse and you do adequate research.

We are here if you want to vent. Sending you hugs