Venting random thoughts

[Darkover]

lonely,depressed,unhappy,sexual repressed,creatively repressed,fragmented cause to break into fragments,poor health,oppressive laws, shithole environment,lack of resources(money), lack of space, lack of privacy,no home, no solid ground to work from,addicted to drugs weed cigarettes coke,a shit family, neglected abused, trapped here,an open prison, tracked and monitored and spied on via telecommunications,poor schools, poorly educated, criminal record,dyslexia,poor mental health, lost of a loved one, no future, no life, i wasn't able to live my life, a defective machine, jail, born poor die poor,destined to live a shit lifetime and never have what you would want out of it, dependent of government handouts,highly restricted and oppressive environment, pain and suffering

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing certainly is something that can be so horrific, I view existing as being an undeserved punishment. It sounds like you've suffered so much so I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for.