Sha70

Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
1. Does it cost anything to get the Peacefulpill handbook? Is it free if I download the link. I prefer not to download anything in case there is a virus.

2. How do you get fentanyl? How much do fentanyl generally cost?

3. I have an online friend/boyfriend for almost 3 years. He is overseas and I talk to him quite a bit. He do not know how much I want to ctb. Im afraid I will scare him away. I have never told anyone in my entire life of my suicidal thoughts … this has been going on off and on since I was about 12 years and I just turned 49. Just not sure if its worth telling him since he is oversea. Should I?
 
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DontFearTheReaper

DontFearTheReaper

Slowly losing my mind and very ill, help me..
Nov 5, 2018
44
1) Use sandboxie to open it. Then no virus can get in. Its a very simple program that keeps what you open isolated. It will have this annoyng 5 second counter when its not payed for.

2) no idea

3) Its tricky if he does not understand suicide. Have you ever tried a depression group or forum?
 
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Kim

Kim

Daydreamer
Sep 18, 2018
155
2) very difficult this days. Many shop's at the dark net banned it. Do you know some dealers at your homezone? Eventually you can get it there. In some countries you can get a prescription about it (people with cancer or very heavy pain for example. That's my thought about f.
 
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Sha70

Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
2) very difficult this days. Many shop's at the dark net banned it. Do you know some dealers at your homezone? Eventually you can get it there. In some countries you can get a prescription about it (people with cancer or very heavy pain for example. That's my thought about f.

I was wondering if its easy to obtain Fentanyl. I guess its not easy to obtain. I do not do drug and do not know any dealer in my area... I am asking so I can plan.
 
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Kim

Kim

Daydreamer
Sep 18, 2018
155
I think in this situation it's not easy to get f.
Do you have a second method when you can't get any f?
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
I saw some people who claim to sell fentanyl on silk road.
 
chrijo

chrijo

done
Feb 8, 2019
329
On Wallstreet Market you can actually buy Fentanyl Powder in 99,8% purity. I dont know if i can list the prices here, but go to the Wallstreet Market and look for yourself :-)

EDIT: Now i have see they also sell carfentanyl. Carfentanyl is a elephant killer. Dont know why they sell it and who the fuck buy this for other reasons than suicide or murder. But this stuff is a killer.
 
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DoneFighting

Student
Aug 14, 2018
102
1. Does it cost anything to get the Peacefulpill handbook? Is it free if I download the link. I prefer not to download anything in case there is a virus.

2. How do you get fentanyl? How much do fentanyl generally cost?

3. I have an online friend/boyfriend for almost 3 years. He is overseas and I talk to him quite a bit. He do not know how much I want to ctb. Im afraid I will scare him away. I have never told anyone in my entire life of my suicidal thoughts … this has been going on off and on since I was about 12 years and I just turned 49. Just not sure if its worth telling him since he is oversea. Should I?
I told my boyfriend, in the end my constant attempts and thoughts ended up destroying him and he left me. I wish I would have just kept my mouth shut and done it to be honest.
 
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Sha70

Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
I told my boyfriend, in the end my constant attempts and thoughts ended up destroying him and he left me. I wish I would have just kept my mouth shut and done it to be honest.

I have never attempted but the thoughts are constant and very strong. I'm just afraid it's a big turn off and he will dump me for that reason. I guess he do not need to know that part of me.
 
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Sha70

Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
On Wallstreet Market you can actually buy Fentanyl Powder in 99,8% purity. I dont know if i can list the prices here, but go to the Wallstreet Market and look for yourself :-)

EDIT: Now i have see they also sell carfentanyl. Carfentanyl is a elephant killer. Dont know why they sell it and who the fuck buy this for other reasons than suicide or murder. But this stuff is a killer.

Where is Wallstreet Market? New York City?
 
Sha70

Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
On Wallstreet Market you can actually buy Fentanyl Powder in 99,8% purity. I dont know if i can list the prices here, but go to the Wallstreet Market and look for yourself :-)

EDIT: Now i have see they also sell carfentanyl. Carfentanyl is a elephant killer. Dont know why they sell it and who the fuck buy this for other reasons than suicide or murder. But this stuff is a killer.

In 99 as in back in 1999?
 
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Sha70

Sha70

Student
Jul 22, 2018
103
On Wallstreet Market you can actually buy Fentanyl Powder in 99,8% purity. I dont know if i can list the prices here, but go to the Wallstreet Market and look for yourself :-)

EDIT: Now i have see they also sell carfentanyl. Carfentanyl is a elephant killer. Dont know why they sell it and who the fuck buy this for other reasons than suicide or murder. But this stuff is a killer.

How much is Carfentanyl? Do you know?
 
Raggas

Raggas

Suicide is self expression
Dec 31, 2018
306
I think you are meant to buy it but you can download it for free from some places like 8chan's suicide board.

It's hard to buy fentanyl now I think. A more accessible method that's become popular recently is sodium nitrite.

I would probably tell your boyfriend about the thoughts but not any method you intend on doing.
 
Letmego. Please

Letmego. Please

Wizard
Nov 18, 2018
619
Unless you are in the USA or Canada & happy to risk losing your money then you might find someone on wall st who won't scam you, but to be honest there is so much fake crap about on the markets nowdays its pot luck, and as for whoever said Silk road, jees the feds shut that down years ago.
 

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