random funny coincidence

[social amoeba]

well maybe its not actually funny but it was to me.
i bought my sn years ago when i first used this site but i ended up trying recovery for a while and the sn sat in a drawer. despite this, i was never able to get my hands on meto.
a couple of months back however, when things started getting bad again and i started reconsidering my options, my mum had surgery for cancer. shes fine now but when she returned home she came back with a bunch of unused meds. including meto. it was like a sign. it just made me giggle.

 

[Worndown]

Interesting!

 

[hacha]

Im not sure if I want to end it now, Im also trying recovery (unnecessary and exhausting), but everytime things get fucked and I am closer to suicide, It makes me giggle too. Being one step closer to death feels exciting.

 

[social amoeba]

Im not sure if I want to end it now, Im also trying recovery (unnecessary and exhausting), but everytime things get fucked and I am closer to suicide, It makes me giggle too. Being one step closer to death feels exciting.

see! im glad u get it xD

 

[hereornot]

It's good to have the necessary ingredients if you choose to opt out.

I'm also getting everything ready. When it comes to decision time, it will be quick.