I've posted this before, but I'm gonna post it again because this blog is just so memorable to me.
The Fiercest Invalid
This blog is written by someone (Zoe Hyra) who detailed her thoughts prior to and on the day of her suicide. In her own words, "
The following is a collection of journal entries and personal reflections assembled over the final days of my life."
What really astonished me about Zoe is how determined and unwavering she was in her desire to die. Her last blog entry, where she said her final goodbye, was posted November 20, 2017, the very same day she committed suicide. She went through with her plan with no hesitation, not hindered by survival instinct whatsoever.
Anyway, her blog is incredible; Zoe is very poetic, and articulates her thoughts beautifully. Reading through her journey, about her hatred for herself, her constant pain, and, perhaps the saddest, her overwhelming love for her family and friends, really stuck with me for a long time. Hell, I first came across this blog in December 2017, and I still think back on it from time to time. It's a very powerful read, especially to someone who shares her feelings.