Leonard_Bangley39
Hate life but scared of death
- Nov 6, 2025
- 165
i started therapy a few weeks ago and when though i only went to 2 sessions, i didn't really gain anything from it aside from talking about shit and getting some weak harm reduction methods.
my sister offered to pay for my first 3 sessions because she going my cuts and wanted me to get help, but due to some stuff involving her work, she couldn't pay for the 3rd session. the sessions are like 200 dollars i think and i don't have insurance yet cause i haven't been working long enough to get it so i just texted them and told them I'm cancelling my next session.
feels kinda nice cause i work night shift and it was a pain to work them into my schedule.
it's been almost a week since i last cut, i don't really feel bad about cutting anymore. now i just kinda guess how long it'll take me to cut again. usually if nothing bad happens then i can just distract myself long enough that the urge passes. now i only really cut when something really bad happens, like when i lost my friends.
still i feel like my next but will probably just come from boredom :p
my sister offered to pay for my first 3 sessions because she going my cuts and wanted me to get help, but due to some stuff involving her work, she couldn't pay for the 3rd session. the sessions are like 200 dollars i think and i don't have insurance yet cause i haven't been working long enough to get it so i just texted them and told them I'm cancelling my next session.
feels kinda nice cause i work night shift and it was a pain to work them into my schedule.
it's been almost a week since i last cut, i don't really feel bad about cutting anymore. now i just kinda guess how long it'll take me to cut again. usually if nothing bad happens then i can just distract myself long enough that the urge passes. now i only really cut when something really bad happens, like when i lost my friends.
still i feel like my next but will probably just come from boredom :p
