Quickest, most painless way to ctb?

[Azzy69]

I hope to be dead by christmas, but I'm too scared to ctb. I don't like the thought of knowing I'm killing myself, does that make sense? for example, hanging, I'll just be there thinking "wow this is it". I don't want that. I just want to be gone so quickly that I don't have time to even think about it. Damn survival instinct.

 

[Flightlinek]

I'm the same way. I've thought about gunshot as being the way to go, but with someone else pulling the trigger. Like, I could convince myself that everything is normal and nothing is happening, then without warning ...

 

[Azzy69]

I'm the same way. I've thought about gunshot as being the way to go, but with someone else pulling the trigger. Like, I could convince myself that everything is normal and nothing is happening, then without warning ...

Honestly I feel you. I would do anything to get access to a gun, but I can't, history of mental illness....yay
if I had a gun I would of killed myself like 5 years ago

 

[Rachel74]

To me it's N or phenobarbital. No pain and I'll fall asleep.

 

[Azzy69]

To me it's N or phenobarbital. No pain and I'll fall asleep.

How long does it take to kick in tho?

 

[Rachel74]

How long does it take to kick in tho?

N is about 5 mins and phenobarbital is 30 minutes. You drift off into a deep sleep then you are gone. It's an expensive method but very successful and painless.

 

[LonelyLight]

Gun is the quickest in my opinion, once your aiming correctly and pull the trigger, you wont even hear the bang.. very messy way to go tho

 

[Azzy69]

N is about 5 mins and phenobarbital is 30 minutes. You drift off into a deep sleep then you are gone. It's an expensive method but very successful and painless.

May be an option. N sounds much nicer than hanging

 

[rik]

Must be N i think. A gun would be so quick you won't feel a thing if the aim is right.
Of course both are a major pain to obtain here in Europe.

 

[darkworld15]

I always thought jumping from something extremely high after getting mentally high off meds or drinking alcohol would be a guaranteed death. Getting high would take the edge off.

 

[RedPanda]

Probably jumping? I'm doing Beachy Head next year December if i can't get N. I think you'll die instantly because of how incredibly high the cliff is and you land on a super unforgiving surface (rocks).

 

[Heart of Ice]

Partial hanging is apparently painless if you do it right.

Best choice would probably be a shotgun if you can get one.

 

[BangBangBang]

Just as RedPanda said a jump from Beachy Head about 150m on rocks will do the job. I'm planning to go there too if I won't be able to get N
I was preparing for the nitrogen exit bag method a year ago but my family found out and...( yeah you can imagine what happened next)
All these method are quick and as far as I know, painless.

 

[ImSorryEmma]

I'd say the most painless methods are either gunshot to the temple, N, or carbon monoxide poisoning

 

[alexithymia]

I'd say the most painless methods are either gunshot to the temple, N, or carbon monoxide poisoning

Doesn't carbon monoxide poisoning feel at the very least uncomfortable? I've heard it's often associated with headaches and nausea.

 

[Azzy69]

I can't believe I'm saying this, but I'm scared of heights so I might have to cross jumping off my list :/ heh

 

[Coolchicka]

Honestly I feel you. I would do anything to get access to a gun, but I can't, history of mental illness....yay
if I had a gun I would of killed myself like 5 years ago

I read somewhere that you can get a gun 5 years after your stay at the psych hospital (if that's the reason you can't get a gun)

 

[Azzy69]

I read somewhere that you can get a gun 5 years after your stay at the psych hospital (if that's the reason you can't get a gun)

I can't stay alive that long. I was in the psych ward almost 2 years ago

 

[Wayfaerer]

What you're talking about doesn't exist. Sorry, but you're caught in the same boat as the rest of us.

I'd say the most painless methods are either gunshot to the temple, N, or carbon monoxide poisoning

no not through the TEMPLE, you must stick it in your mouth toward the brainstem! Be careful when you are giving advice, someone could turn themselves into a human potato (or completely blind.)

 

[Taki]

What you're talking about doesn't exist. Sorry, but you're caught in the same boat as the rest of us.

People who succeed have moved beyond these questions of pain, convenience, and fear. When dying is what you want most it, then you're ready.

 

[mybodymychoice]

From personal experience, i would say hanging. A few moments of discomfort then you are gone.
Do some research first. If you do it wrong, you can really mess yourself up.

 

[Wayfaerer]

Must be N i think. A gun would be so quick you won't feel a thing if the aim is right.
Of course both are a major pain to obtain here in Europe.

I thought firearms would be prevalent in eastern europe even if just blackmarket ones.

 

[justanotherday]

Doesn't carbon monoxide poisoning feel at the very least uncomfortable? I've heard it's often associated with headaches and nausea.

I survived carbon mon. poisoning. It is very uncomfortable . You get very sick to your stomache, fall over trying to walk, start choking and cannot breathe... headache... burns your eyes, and can cause brain damage.

 

[rik]

I thought firearms would be prevalent in eastern europe even if just blackmarket ones.

I wish (and secretly hope) that is true, I really don't know. But then again : I am the one that get's lost on the market trying to find the vegetable stand

 

[Hungerartist76]

I survived carbon mon. poisoning. It is very uncomfortable . You get very sick to your stomache, fall over trying to walk, start choking and cannot breathe... headache... burns your eyes, and can cause brain damage.

Can you elaborate more on the circumstances, etc.?

 

[justanotherday]

Can you elaborate more on the circumstances, etc.?

It was the most sickening feeling. I was in the ER for one day and that cost $8000 dollars. This just goes to show ,there is no such thing as a guaranteed, foolproof method to ctb.

 

[SenMorta]

I'm the same way. I've thought about gunshot as being the way to go, but with someone else pulling the trigger. Like, I could convince myself that everything is normal and nothing is happening, then without warning ...

I could never do that, to me that is selfish to distress someone else like that. I understand your point, but build up the courage through tests. You build up the taste of death and get used to it.

 

[overandout]

Can you elaborate more on the circumstances, etc.?

Yes in reference to your partner thread, do a couple more posts and then you can start pms

 

[Nightowl]

I always thought jumping from something extremely high after getting mentally high off meds or drinking alcohol would be a guaranteed death. Getting high would take the edge off.

I have tried that. I drank a bottle of wine to lower my inhibitions and fall off a 5th floor. Still didn't manage to beat the fear of heights.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I think just about everyone who responded to this thread way back in 2019 is dead.