Quick and painless

[JazzyJohn]

Need to desperately CTB and have been trying to but held back by fear of pain.
Being new to the community and unaware of what all of the anagrams for contacts mean, I'm trying to find the easiest most painless way to go. I can't stand living another day surrounded by people who don't even want me around and aren't afraid to show it.
Hanging I've considered, SN and all of its needed parts seem too complicated to acquire plus the fact I'm dirt poor. Please help me be gone from this.

 

[FuneralCry]

There isn't any straightforward way to leave this awful world sadly, there aren't really any easy and painless methods, to me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible or just incredibly difficult to go through with/horrible. There is information about methods listed in the suicide resource compilation though, but it sounds like you've already done some research. I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, I know that if there was an easy, reliable and painless method I would be long gone at this point, it's so horrible how it's this difficult to die.