So I am planning on ordering SN from 2 different places. Not sure which one is reliable. Both might be unreliable. Still I want to hope atleast one of them is and so when I do get them and try to ctb i want to make things 100% sure. I have read many threads here and so I know most things but still I want to clarify them since there have been some contradictory stuff too. First main questions though -
1) How do I weigh SN without the small gram weighing machine? I have a weighing machine the large one for human use. Do i use it to measure empty glass? Then glass + sn and subtract the difference to get sn weight? How accurate will that be? Is there a better method? I have a way to measure water levels using cooking spoons.
2) I am currently in talks with someone to partner with for ctb. Hopefully it works out. So I'll need to store the sn for some time. I plan on using a drawer that I never open in my cupboard to store it. Is there a better place? And should i wrap it in a polythene to make sure no moisture goes inside? Or something else?
3) When I do get to using it i plan on conducting a blood test beforehand. From what i saw on the thread that's in the suicide resource compilation the blood turns from red to completely brown like chocolate. But from other threads i have seen blood just turning a little brown or light brown and some with mixture of brown and red. How brown does it need to be ideally? Also if i mix a bit extra blood with little sn or a bit extra sn with little sn what color is it supposed to be? It's a bit hard to mix it perfectly.
4) after blood test how long before sn goes bad? I live in a fairly humid country. I plan on using it within 10-12 hours of blood test though.
5) the amount mentioned in Stan's guide is 20-25 mg in 50ml. The solubility of sn in water at room temperature is 84.2g/100ml which means mixing 40g in 50 ml should be good. Isn't it more sn better chances? Atleast that's what I was planning before reading Stan's guide. I was actually planning on mixing 170g in 200ml and then drinking as much as i could before feeling the need to vomit. Now i plan on making 4 glasses of 50ml. and mixing atleast 30g in each. Should I go for 40g instead or stick to 30g?
6) also i plan on drinking a glass and waiting 30s - 1min and seeing if i feel like vomiting and if not then drink another glass. Similarly if i vomit then drink another glass and wait for 30s - 1min and then drink another glass. Basically have two glasses worth of sn. If I initially don't vomit it's fine to do it this way but if I do vomit then should i not force two more glasses and instead drink one more only?
7) The fast. I am on a two time diet daily. I have breakfast at 10-10;30am and dinner at 5:30-6pm. I drink a bit of juice and eat some biscuits at 8am and 2pm. I thought that i would only eat the 8am juice and biscuits and 10am breakfast and then wouldn't eat anything till i ctb around 11pm+. So a fast of 12+ hours. But it says that 4 hour fast is enough so should I eat dinner at 6pm and then ctb at 11pm+ or just the juice and biscuits at 2pm? Or maybe have an early dinner at 4-5?
8) should I follow 2 day regime or stat dose? I was planning on stat dose but which works better? Also is antacid no good anymore? I saw many posts debating it. I do plan on taking an antiemetic. Previously i only planned on that and sn. But now I guess adding paracetamol is good too. Right for paracetamol too i have the 650mg tablets. Will taking 1,300mg be bad? Should I look for 500mg tabs and take 1,000mg instead? Also for antiemetic i have domperidone. 30g of that is enough right? So 1 hour before paracetamol, 30 or 45 mins before antiemetic and then finally SN.
9) since loss of consciousness is not instant and some people have complained about panic etc i plan on reading a novel on my phone after taking everything. Will that be bad? Will that cause Loss of consciousness to be delayed or anything?
10) there are also reports of wetting the bed and sometimes even vomit and excretion after loss of consciousness. I don't want that but it can't be helped can it? But what if I survive? So should I cover the bed with something? Or in case of survival that doesn't happen? Since muscles don't loosen after death?
That's all for now. I have a few more but I don't want to turn this into a thread with no replies. In fact 10 questions is already too much i think. I am quite insecure and paranoid. I really want to succeed 100% since the consequences for failing are quite bad for my situation. So I hope people can answer these. Thank You in advance.
1) How do I weigh SN without the small gram weighing machine? I have a weighing machine the large one for human use. Do i use it to measure empty glass? Then glass + sn and subtract the difference to get sn weight? How accurate will that be? Is there a better method? I have a way to measure water levels using cooking spoons.
2) I am currently in talks with someone to partner with for ctb. Hopefully it works out. So I'll need to store the sn for some time. I plan on using a drawer that I never open in my cupboard to store it. Is there a better place? And should i wrap it in a polythene to make sure no moisture goes inside? Or something else?
3) When I do get to using it i plan on conducting a blood test beforehand. From what i saw on the thread that's in the suicide resource compilation the blood turns from red to completely brown like chocolate. But from other threads i have seen blood just turning a little brown or light brown and some with mixture of brown and red. How brown does it need to be ideally? Also if i mix a bit extra blood with little sn or a bit extra sn with little sn what color is it supposed to be? It's a bit hard to mix it perfectly.
4) after blood test how long before sn goes bad? I live in a fairly humid country. I plan on using it within 10-12 hours of blood test though.
5) the amount mentioned in Stan's guide is 20-25 mg in 50ml. The solubility of sn in water at room temperature is 84.2g/100ml which means mixing 40g in 50 ml should be good. Isn't it more sn better chances? Atleast that's what I was planning before reading Stan's guide. I was actually planning on mixing 170g in 200ml and then drinking as much as i could before feeling the need to vomit. Now i plan on making 4 glasses of 50ml. and mixing atleast 30g in each. Should I go for 40g instead or stick to 30g?
6) also i plan on drinking a glass and waiting 30s - 1min and seeing if i feel like vomiting and if not then drink another glass. Similarly if i vomit then drink another glass and wait for 30s - 1min and then drink another glass. Basically have two glasses worth of sn. If I initially don't vomit it's fine to do it this way but if I do vomit then should i not force two more glasses and instead drink one more only?
7) The fast. I am on a two time diet daily. I have breakfast at 10-10;30am and dinner at 5:30-6pm. I drink a bit of juice and eat some biscuits at 8am and 2pm. I thought that i would only eat the 8am juice and biscuits and 10am breakfast and then wouldn't eat anything till i ctb around 11pm+. So a fast of 12+ hours. But it says that 4 hour fast is enough so should I eat dinner at 6pm and then ctb at 11pm+ or just the juice and biscuits at 2pm? Or maybe have an early dinner at 4-5?
8) should I follow 2 day regime or stat dose? I was planning on stat dose but which works better? Also is antacid no good anymore? I saw many posts debating it. I do plan on taking an antiemetic. Previously i only planned on that and sn. But now I guess adding paracetamol is good too. Right for paracetamol too i have the 650mg tablets. Will taking 1,300mg be bad? Should I look for 500mg tabs and take 1,000mg instead? Also for antiemetic i have domperidone. 30g of that is enough right? So 1 hour before paracetamol, 30 or 45 mins before antiemetic and then finally SN.
9) since loss of consciousness is not instant and some people have complained about panic etc i plan on reading a novel on my phone after taking everything. Will that be bad? Will that cause Loss of consciousness to be delayed or anything?
10) there are also reports of wetting the bed and sometimes even vomit and excretion after loss of consciousness. I don't want that but it can't be helped can it? But what if I survive? So should I cover the bed with something? Or in case of survival that doesn't happen? Since muscles don't loosen after death?
That's all for now. I have a few more but I don't want to turn this into a thread with no replies. In fact 10 questions is already too much i think. I am quite insecure and paranoid. I really want to succeed 100% since the consequences for failing are quite bad for my situation. So I hope people can answer these. Thank You in advance.
