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whydidthishappen
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- May 6, 2024
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I obtained SN that was ordered over 7 months ago. For a time I was so sure of dying that I would carry it with me in my bag. The only thing that stopped me was my fear of death. I laughed with friends about it on here. My irreverence around the topic is purely because I am so numb to the idea of it at this point it can either become shocking or painful or filled with comfort. Lately it's been the latter.
So, I have SN as stated. Is it really that painless? The last thing I want is to feel extreme pain before I pass. And it doesn't seem like SN is really all that reliable unless done well? Guns are too violent but I don't want to over think this anymore .
what do I need to do? Also I ordered the domperidone and propranolol from India. Should I Put it in glass amber bottles? I ordered them from Amazon a long time ago to store it but it's still in its original air tight plastic but has softened a bit.
Any help is appreciated. Thank you
So, I have SN as stated. Is it really that painless? The last thing I want is to feel extreme pain before I pass. And it doesn't seem like SN is really all that reliable unless done well? Guns are too violent but I don't want to over think this anymore .
what do I need to do? Also I ordered the domperidone and propranolol from India. Should I Put it in glass amber bottles? I ordered them from Amazon a long time ago to store it but it's still in its original air tight plastic but has softened a bit.
Any help is appreciated. Thank you