Discussion Question to people who'll CTB soon

[LunarEc]

Yesterday I was curious about some methods to suicide so I went on watchpeopledie, I browsed the suicide section. I haven't been on there a while ago. As I was looking, I saw so many people record their own death, but it doesn't make sense to me. Why? the people in the comment section are horrible, they make fun of the victim and make jokes about it. Half of them are probably 13 year old edgy kids I know that but there's some seriously fucked up people on there. There was a video (I wont go that descriptive) of some guy jumping in front of a train. He wasn't crushed but he got twisted. The comments were all making jokes about it as if that person wasn't a human. It's so inhumane and disgusting.

I was just wondering why would someone ever record their own death if they will only be a laughter for fuck heads who have no hearts or empathy for others who suffered enough to take their own lives. Seriously every time I see people like that I understand why so many people kill themselves, this world is rotten and it isn't going to get any better.

If you answer yes to the poll then I really recommend you don't do that. Previously I wanted to live stream it but Im glad I didn't, these people are fucking weird and insane, it's like porn to them. I thought I was weird and abnormal but whenever I come across these types of people I realize that I am pure and simple compared to them.

 

[ForeverCaHa]

At best I could maybe convince myself there's some kind of scientific purpose? But even that would require a huge amount of mental gymnastics. Honestly, I couldn't cope with my death being open for anyone to see. It's a highly intimate moment of pain that I want to face alone. What if my family or friends accidentally stumbled across it? My method is (theoretically) peaceful, so maybe it would help them move forward knowing I didn't suffer?
But no, I won't be setting up a tripod before I get on with my plan!

 

[TransTaxEvader]

The people who have recorded their deaths via SN have actually helped quite a lot by showing people what the symptoms are and help them make the decisions to prepare for what it will be like. I personally might record my own via heroin for that reason. If anyone is interested. It'll be a month.

 

[Namelesa]

While I probably won't record my death for the whole public, I would consider having my ctb be documented and watched by someone I trust so they can share the info on what happened and that it was successful. I would be fine dying alone but if I someone can gather info on it then I would like to do that to provide something to the people who are still alive but want to die themselves and make them more confident in my method of choice and know more what they are getting into. If there wasn't anyone to document my death then I might just record it live for the public still as I deserve to be treated badly anyways and it would still provide info to others. I would only do this tho if I lived alone so noise and talking to each other won't be a problem. Also I won't be able to kill myself soon as I can't access any effective methods at the moment.

 

[Forveleth]

I have sodium azide and I would probably do a thread here on my attempt just to try to add to the knowledge base but anything more than that is too much effort for me.

 

[LunarEc]

The people who have recorded their deaths via SN have actually helped quite a lot by helping people prepare for what it will be like. I personally might record my own via heroin for that reason. If anyone is interested. It'll be a month.

I hope you reconsider recording it. I don't think it serves to help anyone. Like I said theres many creeps and weirdos out there who make jokes about people who took their own lives. I cried when I saw some girl jump from a high building onto the snow, it was something that I wished to do. The comments on that video were all weirdos it's so disgusting.

While I probably won't record my death for the whole public, I would consider having my ctb be documented and watched by someone I trust so they can share the info on what happened and that it was successful. I would be fine dying alone but if I someone can gather info on it then I would like to do that to provide something to the people who are still alive but want to die themselves and make them more confident in my method of choice and know more what they are getting into. If there wasn't anyone to document my death then I might just record it live for the public still as I deserve to be treated badly anyways and it would still provide info to others. I would only do this tho if I lived alone so noise and talking to each other won't be a problem. Also I won't be able to kill myself soon as I can't access any effective methods at the moment.

Thats nice of you to consider helping others find a good way to die peacefully by documenting your own way out but you don't really deserve to be treated badly. The people I was talking about aren't human, people like you on the other hand are human. You have more sympathy for others than those creeps will ever have. Thanks for replying and I hope you soon find a good painless way out <3

 

[Slark]

I don't think I would want to record my death or commit suicide on a live broadcast either. However, I think some information could help other people

 

[TransTaxEvader]

I hope you reconsider recording it. I don't think it serves to help anyone. Like I said theres many creeps and weirdos out there who make jokes about people who took their own lives. I cried when I saw some girl jump from a high building onto the snow, it was something that I wished to do. The comments on that video were all weirdos it's so disgusting.

I already get made fun of and laughed at normally lol, it's okay with me.

 

[LunarEc]

I already get made fun of and laughed at normally lol, it's okay with me.

Same, I'm sorry that happens to you :/ I wish things get better for you soon <3

 

[TransTaxEvader]

Same, I'm sorry that happens to you :/ I wish things get better for you soon <3

same to you, my friend.

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

No. Agree with you 100% OP. I will not contribute to gore porn for crazy people who can't just wank off to normal porn. Or for fun and mockery and disrespecting the sanctity of human life. Which sounds kinda awkward coming from someone who is majorly suicidal, but hey, I stand by it.

The people who have recorded their deaths via SN have actually helped quite a lot by showing people what the symptoms are and help them make the decisions to prepare for what it will be like. I personally might record my own via heroin for that reason. If anyone is interested. It'll be a month.

1: It'll probably be mostly fentanyl than heroin.
2: There's already plenty of documentation on heroin overdoses.
3: Please don't.

 

[TransTaxEvader]

3: Please don't.

I apologise for making you feel uncomfortable.

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

I apologise for making you feel uncomfortable.

I don't get a say. I just agree with OP. What's the purpose in filming it and giving that private moment to assholes who will just abuse the sanctity of that moment?

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

Filming it.
Someone here filmed their going through with SN and it helped me understand a bit better what it'd be like.
I'm grateful.

also when I'm dead, it won't matter what they do with the recording of my last moments, at least to me.

 

[candy578]

I've found seeing what a death from SN looks like to be very helpful in preparing and I get the purpose they can serve in understanding, but I would want peace in my final moments, which I don't think I could achieve on camera.
If for whatever reason, I end up massively deviating from the SN protocol, I would probably do a thread on here so people can see if it works, but I definitely wouldn't record.

 

[MeowWantsToGoHome]

Would I? Yeah, I guess maybe, for educational purposes and also because SN deaths are rarely recorded. I don't really gaf if people make fun of me, I'll be dead anyway. And if some people would find it helpful, then that'd be worth it enough to me to have recorded and posted it.

All that being said, will I? Nah, absolutely not.