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ummagumma

ummagumma

Member
Jan 11, 2024
56
im worried about one thing

well, breaking news, were all going to die. but ive been thinking... what if a natural death that awaits you is much more worse than suicide? well, i mean, what if it will not be peaceful, but full of suffering and agony?

what if, when you will be dying, you will think: "my god, i could have died peacefully in my bed, but instead i have to suffer through this"?

although i have read, that near-death experiences are pleasant. well, that would be pretty nice of cruel, cruel life. after all, this is something that every single human is guaranteed to experience
 
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Dongle

Dongle

FIRMLY GRASP IT
Apr 14, 2025
46
I always fear the opposite, I've heard your brain releases DMT when you die and I'm always scared about what it will be like to CTB and whether or not I will get to experience that. Honestly fear has always stopped me