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justsuicidal

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So I got Meto by prescription by lying to a doc saying I have migraines. He gave me 8 pills so magically enough for 48hr process. Anyways I try to buy SN online on every site I try says it won't be here til Tuesday-Thursday and I wanna be gone on Monday. Anyone know in the USA where I can purchase SN in person? Thank u.
 
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SpecialK

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Why can't you wait 1-2 days more? Sorry if that's too personal, you don't have to answer.

And I'm here waiting for my SN since November 7.. Ugh.
 
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justsuicidal

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Why can't you wait 1-2 days more? Sorry if that's too personal, you don't have to answer.

And I'm here waiting for my SN since November 7.. Ugh.
No worries it's not too personal. My birthday is on Saturday and I wanted to start the process then because ever since I was 12 (I'm 20 on Saturday) I told myself if I wasn't happy by 16 I'd ctb I tried on that day, clearly did not work lol. Then for birthdays 17,18,19 I had reasons to stay. So it's important to me as silly as it sounds that I either die on my birthday, or at the very least start the 24 hour process. If I wait til the package arrives on Tuesday I won't be gone until Thursday and if I wait til Thursday I won't be gone til like Saturday and that's over a week and I mentally can not wait that long. And yeesh since nov 7th??? That's a long time I'm sorry.
 
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Stan

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I am sure I did not imagine someone saying they saw it in Walmart.
 
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realjunes

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So I got Meto by prescription by lying to a doc saying I have migraines. He gave me 8 pills so magically enough for 48hr process. Anyways I try to buy SN online on every site I try says it won't be here til Tuesday-Thursday and I wanna be gone on Monday. Anyone know in the USA where I can purchase SN in person? Thank u.

Hi. I am in USA and looking now to see if one can purchase in person. You will need to look for a local
chemical company. I don't know what state you are in but you can search for "where can I buy sodium nitrite
near me" and hopefully you will see a chemical company or a specialty meat store. Maybe if you found a large
chemical wholesaler and could call them in the morning, they may have a smaller distributor near you.

As for Walmart, it is on their site, but you have to order it online, and pick it up at the store, so that is at least 2-3
days.

Sorry, couldn't help much. If I run across something, I will let you know. After you post 5 times, you will be able
to send and receive PMs, and someone might be able to give you more specific ideas.
 
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ArtVandelay

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At least one of the online distributors for SN has a B&M store. It's a long shot but you could see if it's anywhere near you.
 
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justsuicidal

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I am sure I did not imagine someone saying they saw it in Walmart.
Yes, I saw it on Walmart.com but It wouldn't be here until Wednesday and it says they don't sell it in store sadly /:
Hi. I am in USA and looking now to see if one can purchase in person. You will need to look for a local
chemical company. I don't know what state you are in but you can search for "where can I buy sodium nitrite
near me" and hopefully you will see a chemical company or a specialty meat store. Maybe if you found a large
chemical wholesaler and could call them in the morning, they may have a smaller distributor near you.

As for Walmart, it is on their site, but you have to order it online, and pick it up at the store, so that is at least 2-3
days.

Sorry, couldn't help much. If I run across something, I will let you know. After you post 5 times, you will be able
to send and receive PMs, and someone might be able to give you more specific ideas.
Thank you so much this was actually super helpful I didn't think of looking at any chemical companies, I had only seen it on Walmart and amazon!! Whether I get food or lab grade doesn't matter, or does it?
At least one of the online distributors for SN has a B&M store. It's a long shot but you could see if it's anywhere near you.
I will definitely check that out but to clarify what is B&M? I googled it but a bunch of different results and stores came up
 
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ArtVandelay

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I will definitely check that out but to clarify what is B&M? I googled it but a bunch of different results and stores came up

Brick and mortar. It just means a store that you go to in person, as opposed to online store.

If you can find the chemical supplier I'm talking about (hint: they also sell on the bidding site) and go to their website, they ship same day Monday - Friday if the order is placed by 4PM CST. They offer Fedex overnight.

Edit: I just read the fine print on the product page. They only ship SN via UPS Ground since it's hazardous materials, my apologies
 
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justsuicidal

justsuicidal

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Brick and mortar. It just means a store that you go to in person, as opposed to online store.

If you can find the chemical supplier I'm talking about (hint: they also sell on the bidding site) and go to their website, they ship same day Monday - Friday if the order is placed by 4PM CST. They offer Fedex overnight.
That's super helpful!! Are you able to PM me about the bidding site or the supplier because I'm pretty new to the site the only contact info I've been able to locate is how to get in contact with A for N but it was too expensive
 
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ArtVandelay

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Yeah I wish I could afford N too. The bidding site is very popular, you've surely been there before. I just don't want to use its name. Starts with e lol. Find the seller I'm talking about, and then Google their name to find their website. I would PM you but don't see the option. I think you need 10 posts minimum in order to send and receive messages.
 
justsuicidal

justsuicidal

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Nov 27, 2019
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Yeah I wish I could afford N too. The bidding site is very popular, you've surely been there before. I just don't want to use its name. Starts with e lol. Find the seller I'm talking about, and then Google their name to find their website. I would PM you but don't see the option. I think you need 10 posts minimum in order to send and receive messages.
I found the bidding site + the seller thank you so much you've been super helpful
 
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Yeah I wish I could afford N too. The bidding site is very popular, you've surely been there before. I just don't want to use its name. Starts with e lol. Find the seller I'm talking about, and then Google their name to find their website. I would PM you but don't see the option. I think you need 10 posts minimum in order to send and receive messages.

how much do they bid it for?
 
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ArtVandelay

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Apr 15, 2019
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Oh ok, last time I checked N from A was $600 for 2 bottles (you need both). Price may have gone up since then.
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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Make sure you're getting nitrite, and *not* nitrate.
Also, make sure it's not pink, since that would be a very low concentration....
 
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That's super helpful!! Are you able to PM me about the bidding site or the supplier because I'm pretty new to the site the only contact info I've been able to locate is how to get in contact with A for N but it was too expensive

for some reason I can't PM you..would you be willing to PM me that information about getting N? I would reallyyyyyy appreciate it
 
justsuicidal

justsuicidal

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Nov 27, 2019
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sorry, I meant N, not SN
I received a message from A yesterday stating that 1 bottle is $550 and 2 bottles are $750. Pretty expensive sadly
for some reason I can't PM you..would you be willing to PM me that information about getting N? I would reallyyyyyy appreciate it
It's not letting me PM you but if you go to the resources and find the peaceful pill handbook, go to section 18, you're gonna be looking for an email. It's about halfway through that section. Hope this helps.
 
MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

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Aug 1, 2019
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I received a message from A yesterday stating that 1 bottle is $550 and 2 bottles are $750. Pretty expensive sadly

It's not letting me PM you but if you go to the resources and find the peaceful pill handbook, go to section 18, you're gonna be looking for an email. It's about halfway through that section. Hope this helps.

Finally found it! Thanks so much! I don't have that kind of money either, but it's doable for in at least a year, no? Like if anything, take out credit to buy them, then die, and never pay them off hahahah

This is a super sweet back up plan though; thank you!
 
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Yes, I just don't want to wait I want more of a thing I can do in the next 2 days or so but if you're willing to wait it's a good option. ((: I'm glad I could help.
 
NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
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Just linked you some info, OP, hope it helps. If you already found what you needed, then godspeed, friend.
 
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isam

isam

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Did someone ordered from UK, seller Johnm********?
If yes, is this the right stuff and come fast?
Because my other SN seems to have left Poland only yesterday :'(
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Did someone ordered from UK, seller Johnm********?
If yes, is this the right stuff and come fast?
Because my other SN seems to have left Poland only yesterday :'(
I believe that seller is good.....
 
isam

isam

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Dec 11, 2019
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I believe that seller is good.....
I ordered from him too on Dec. 10th. Estimated delivery between today and 31st..
Hope it won't be that long.
If I recieve it in the next few days I'll do the blood test and keep you informed.
 
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realjunes

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I ordered from him too on Dec. 10th. Estimated delivery between today and 31st..
Hope it won't be that long.
If I recieve it in the next few text I'll do the blood test and keep you informed.

What is the "blood test?"
 

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