AppleTreeDog
Member
- Nov 20, 2021
- 76
Today I woke up feeling like I could have a nice quiet Thanksgiving day and maybe be able to have a small break from all the turmoil I've been experiencing lately.
I managed to cook a really nice meal for myself and my partner, with all my favorite traditional holiday dishes. I made a snack-size dog-safe holiday meal for my pups as well. The food was delicious, and it was all really lovely.
I ate a lot but not a crazy amount. Still, the stomachache started about an hour afterward. Not too bad at first, but I know my shitty body's routine. Pain got worse and worse and finally I had to climb into bed and not move at all to wait it out. Painkillers and antacids never help when I get these stomachaches. The pain is so incredibly intense and horrible, I can't even handle someone touching me. By now I also know that it doesn't matter what I eat, these happen to me randomly for no real reason, so there's no way to avoid them either.
It's been 8 hours and I'm still in so much pain. It's subsided a little but I'm still gonna be up most the night dealing with this. I hate my body so much. All I wanted was one nice day of enjoying a holiday and pretending that things are okay.
I managed to cook a really nice meal for myself and my partner, with all my favorite traditional holiday dishes. I made a snack-size dog-safe holiday meal for my pups as well. The food was delicious, and it was all really lovely.
I ate a lot but not a crazy amount. Still, the stomachache started about an hour afterward. Not too bad at first, but I know my shitty body's routine. Pain got worse and worse and finally I had to climb into bed and not move at all to wait it out. Painkillers and antacids never help when I get these stomachaches. The pain is so incredibly intense and horrible, I can't even handle someone touching me. By now I also know that it doesn't matter what I eat, these happen to me randomly for no real reason, so there's no way to avoid them either.
It's been 8 hours and I'm still in so much pain. It's subsided a little but I'm still gonna be up most the night dealing with this. I hate my body so much. All I wanted was one nice day of enjoying a holiday and pretending that things are okay.