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JinZhin

JinZhin

we are in hell
Nov 2, 2021
187
Once again, I decided to try see a psychiatrist, even though I did not think it'd help me, maybe I was bored I guess, but I thought I have nothing to lose, so these are some things that happened:
-I got diagnosed with BPD in the first ten minutes of talking to her. Like yes, diagnosing personality disorders is very easy
-After getting referred to a therapist, I spent 3 appointments doing obnoxious amounts of personality tests, after I got told that there is no more need for me to come as I am seeing a psychiatrist already (even I know that is not supposed to be like that lol)
-Got told I am just immature and lazy for talking about how depressed I am and how I find life pointless
-After telling them that I have been considering suicide, and explained how I plan to go about it, I only got yet another "life is a gift" and how I should not even think of it. I

I wonder if I should stop going, except getting various pills, they will probably do nothing. I really didn't expect anything, but I feel like anything they'd say to me would only piss me off further
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,993
I can imagine that must be frustrating. It is completely invalidating your suffering being told you are 'lazy'. Saying something like that is very insensitive. Anyone who says that life is a gift is very delusional. I believe wanting suicide is perfectly rational in a life like this. I wish you the best.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
I don't know why psychiatrists choose this career if they have no compassion and no desire to help others. If the appointments are free, you have free time, and you are up to adventure, I suggest you keep going!
 

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