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work, love, and learn
- Feb 25, 2021
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So i am seeing my psychiatrist again in 12 days, see him 4 times a year to repeat my prescriptions. I feel that it is a waste of time , because he cant help me with the things that I struggle with. It is like going to a dentist for a haircut. I try so very hard, everyday I get out of bed in the early morning hours, I workout, and I work on my website , but when i get into bed at night, I say to myself, you still have accomplished nothing, as in having a plan that will definitely work to get me out of the physical and mental state that I am in. I am still alone. Everyday feels like a rpeat of the day before. It is a lonely existence. Time is running out fast, life is really short, that you find out in your late 30's. Feel like i am 20 years behind, trapped.
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