21stcenturycamus
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- Sep 6, 2021
- 28
I have a psychiatrist appointment this week and every time he asks me if I have been feeling better (not suicidal) and drinking too much. Well, I lie every time as he is very keen on locking me up. I find his questions quite redundant as I don't think I want to feel better. My only source of enjoyment in this occasion is shocking him with something I have been reading as he recommended books to me in my first visit to find meaning in life. This week I am planning on telling him about antinatalism as I had my opening with him on how I was thinking that the world came to an end.
Otherwise, I just want to chat with people here. It is sunday and I found myself wanting to get drunk since I am awake. I am a self-pitying mess since forever at this point and I have been reading politics and literature until I am fucking furious with the world. What have you been and how does anyone bullshit their psychiatrist about now wanting to ctb?
Otherwise, I just want to chat with people here. It is sunday and I found myself wanting to get drunk since I am awake. I am a self-pitying mess since forever at this point and I have been reading politics and literature until I am fucking furious with the world. What have you been and how does anyone bullshit their psychiatrist about now wanting to ctb?