If you're looking for help at home - first of all do you get disability income?
If not you might try calling a Center For Independent Living near you to help with applying. I am sorry it is such a long shitty proccess.
If you need accute care could you go to the ER for the weakness and dizziness and not say anything about your mental state? Like don't say that you're suicidal, and IDK seem 'happy' (
) enough that they have no reason to involve psychiatry?
When people get transferred over from the regular hospital to a psych unit
the level of care for actual physical medical problems is often very, very poor. It's much better to avoid psychiatry
if you want a hospital to treat you for whatever is causing the weakness and dizziness. (I'd emphasize that it's stopping me from walking outside, showering, or even preparing meals in my own home - maybe I wouldn't tell them it's been going on quite so long - or at least I'd emphasize that it's gotten worse recently.)