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v zero eight nine
- May 9, 2023
- 35
I'm going to start by saying that I live in Poland and the suicide prevention here is shit. Is ts just meds that are gonna solve everything and you can go home. I was hospitalized 6 times past 10 years and nothing really helped but I don't know that to do anymore, I still have will to live (I really wish I didn't, that would make everything so much easier) but nothing helps. The worst part of being hospitalized is the shared rooms and snoring and every sound people make. I just hate it. I'm autistic and I have severe misophonia but the nurses or even the doctors don't care about it. They say "its not a hotel" but they don't understand this shit just makes me want to kill myself even more. I hate how nobody can help me and the system that is supposed to help doesn't care.
