Sea Turtle
She/Her ✨ Achieving True Peace
- Aug 12, 2020
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When I'm feeling my worse, the only thing that helps me cope is taking small steps towards fulfilling my plan to ctb. Anyone else..? I've ordered my SN online, written my note, made voice clips for the one I love, as I heard that the thing people missed the most is hearing the voice of those who have gone. I've gathered everything I need for Stan's stat dose, unfortunely no anti-emetics but 100g should be enough for multiple doses anyways.
Not sure when I'm leaving yet, but I really don't think I can go on for much longer, especially with the next semester starting soon. SN will be here within 2 weeks. I hope the packaging isn't obvious.
Today's just one of those days I lie in bed and fantasize about ctb, but there's nothing left for me to plan or do. I think I've rewritten my note dozens of times by now. Nothing more to do but to be trapped in my own head. It's just one of those days
Not sure when I'm leaving yet, but I really don't think I can go on for much longer, especially with the next semester starting soon. SN will be here within 2 weeks. I hope the packaging isn't obvious.
Today's just one of those days I lie in bed and fantasize about ctb, but there's nothing left for me to plan or do. I think I've rewritten my note dozens of times by now. Nothing more to do but to be trapped in my own head. It's just one of those days