Venting ppl who are finally free + a question lol

[cyanidekitty]

they are so lucky & im so glad for them.
i genuinely just wish i could get out of this body and away from all of these people. i really truly dont like anyone and that goes for my bf a bit.

honestly ive been thinking; whats even the point of life if you arent actually making a long lasting effect on the world. for example, civil right activists & ppl who were against slavery. look at what they did for us, or moreover, me & my people.

im doing all this bs in life just to at some point end it.
which im fine with because id rather go on my own accord. idk when ill be able to tho but its fine, i dont have a set date.

i dont want to get married, i dont think ill ever love anyone enough to want to marry them. i just want to die now & i definitely dont think id be willing to live past 60.
but idk we'll see what the future holds.

im just so tired of existing like genuinely what is the point
& not to mention, i have NO way to cope & no one to go to. i dont like any of the people i know enough to talk to them about this & ik all they'll do is downplay my feelings

 

[Lou_Charthethird]

I always considered life the journey to a person's desired happiness. It doesn't necessarily mean for someone to be selfish, but to value their passion and goals over all else, thats the point of life in the ens. interpret that as you will.