VoidDesirer22
A dream inside a locked room
- Sep 6, 2021
- 673
It is like the fact I know I have a peaceful way out is making my suicidal thoughts accelerate, as if a dam has burst (not SS's fault, just how my brain operates).
My unhealthy coping mechanisms are starting to get worse and I just want out. I feel like a stranger to everyone, it's such a jarring feeling. I have already lived the best year of my life and there's no point to dragging this shit out.
Imagine every good movie had like 20x the runtime of people just fucking around at the end, after the climax and resolution. You'd die of boredom.
My unhealthy coping mechanisms are starting to get worse and I just want out. I feel like a stranger to everyone, it's such a jarring feeling. I have already lived the best year of my life and there's no point to dragging this shit out.
Imagine every good movie had like 20x the runtime of people just fucking around at the end, after the climax and resolution. You'd die of boredom.