liliths
Member
- Feb 18, 2023
- 12
hi.
i only just became active on this site, and even said i would try for recovery. unfortunately i do not think that is the right path for me going forward.
my problem is...i have no way to attempt in a manner that is highly successful. there are bridges near me that i have been thinking about jumping off of, but they aren't quite high enough (ideal is apparently 100-200m but the ones nearby are slightly less like 60-70m). i was thinking of weighing myself down and then jumping to die via injury and drowning but i'm not sure. i have no other way of ctb. i just really need this to be successful or else i risk ruining my entire life further. any advice? i am uninterested in discussions about how i should stay alive and all that.
i only just became active on this site, and even said i would try for recovery. unfortunately i do not think that is the right path for me going forward.
my problem is...i have no way to attempt in a manner that is highly successful. there are bridges near me that i have been thinking about jumping off of, but they aren't quite high enough (ideal is apparently 100-200m but the ones nearby are slightly less like 60-70m). i was thinking of weighing myself down and then jumping to die via injury and drowning but i'm not sure. i have no other way of ctb. i just really need this to be successful or else i risk ruining my entire life further. any advice? i am uninterested in discussions about how i should stay alive and all that.
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