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Rubypie41
Experienced
- Mar 25, 2024
- 246
So I've been offered a VAD date with Pegasos (13th Sept).
Need to start getting my affairs in order. I've already paid off the mortgage and now need to see a solicitor to find out what needs to be done to ensure my partner is left absolutely everything, the house, car and my remaining savings.
Now I have my VAD date set, even September feels so far away as my suffering is daily.
I just want to be as comfortable as possible now and feel like taking Oxy, Morphine or Diazepam every day to make me spaced out and more comfortable.
Not sure if that's a good idea though as I don't want to cause more issues and be in even more distress.
Seriously though If it wouldn't harm then I would definitely be taken a valium (diazepam) every day until I go. At the point where addiction doesn't really matter now, I'll be dead soon anyway.
Need to start getting my affairs in order. I've already paid off the mortgage and now need to see a solicitor to find out what needs to be done to ensure my partner is left absolutely everything, the house, car and my remaining savings.
Now I have my VAD date set, even September feels so far away as my suffering is daily.
I just want to be as comfortable as possible now and feel like taking Oxy, Morphine or Diazepam every day to make me spaced out and more comfortable.
Not sure if that's a good idea though as I don't want to cause more issues and be in even more distress.
Seriously though If it wouldn't harm then I would definitely be taken a valium (diazepam) every day until I go. At the point where addiction doesn't really matter now, I'll be dead soon anyway.