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chronicdissosiation
sell your sands of time and invest in the knife
- Feb 17, 2024
- 58
ive been prepping myself for the past week by trying to position the noose in a place that will sustain my body weight and by reading about anything that could make my attempt more successful
si has kicked in multiple times whilst trying to figure out the right way of partial suspension
part of me is scared and wants to survive the first time but i dont want to keep living on this earth. lol
my next therapy meeting is monday and i never have the guts to open up in fear of getting sent into another psychward
regardless i really hope i dont back down from this like i always do. i hope to ctb by then otherwise it would suck for me haha
si has kicked in multiple times whilst trying to figure out the right way of partial suspension
part of me is scared and wants to survive the first time but i dont want to keep living on this earth. lol
my next therapy meeting is monday and i never have the guts to open up in fear of getting sent into another psychward
regardless i really hope i dont back down from this like i always do. i hope to ctb by then otherwise it would suck for me haha