Suicideisnirvana
Specialist
- Aug 4, 2018
- 312
I'm talking about things like rat poison, salt overdose etc etc. Things that are easy to find and accessible for everybody.
My first option has always been Nembutal, but after my first order got confiscated and i'm really struggling to find enough money for a second order (especially knowing that it can't get confiscated again), i'm getting desperate and thinking of a plan B and even a plan C, even if the methods are PAINFUL and RISKY, i feel i have no choice anymore as it's either that or getting stuck in hell, i know it's a wise strategy to wait till you have a good method, but for me even living one more day is hellish enough, so i have to have alternative plans.
Guns are illegal in my country, there is litteraly nothing in my house to struck a rope in it, 0 support and i've searched all the house.
So i'm looking for things like salt overdose, rat poison, thing that everybody can get access to, i can be alone in my house for enough time so getting saved isn't a problem.
If you have any paper/info/link about easy to find methods, even if they are painful and risky, please post them.
My first option has always been Nembutal, but after my first order got confiscated and i'm really struggling to find enough money for a second order (especially knowing that it can't get confiscated again), i'm getting desperate and thinking of a plan B and even a plan C, even if the methods are PAINFUL and RISKY, i feel i have no choice anymore as it's either that or getting stuck in hell, i know it's a wise strategy to wait till you have a good method, but for me even living one more day is hellish enough, so i have to have alternative plans.
Guns are illegal in my country, there is litteraly nothing in my house to struck a rope in it, 0 support and i've searched all the house.
So i'm looking for things like salt overdose, rat poison, thing that everybody can get access to, i can be alone in my house for enough time so getting saved isn't a problem.
If you have any paper/info/link about easy to find methods, even if they are painful and risky, please post them.