terribleguy
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- Nov 4, 2025
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Hello, I'm Terribleguy, its nice you meet you all. I found this website yesterday after looking for links on how to CTB the easiest lmao.
I've spent a lot of my life pretty damn depressed, I'm in my very early 20s now, and its all the same. I've done many horrible things, hence my username- I've come to the conclusion that I simply do not deserve to live, neither do I want to. I dont even know if I wanna share the details of what I've done, but just trust me you'd judge me pretty bad. A lot of it was towards my ex girlfriend.
I seem to constantly hurt people, over and over again. It's not like i'm living some cool happy life as a result tho, I'm genuinely miserable. I was already in plenty of other communities, such as SHED (if anyones familiar, I have a server for it even with a couple hundred members.) But I dont know, that community doesnt really feel right, if I start talking about how miserable I am, I'll look like some attention seeker. I dont want attention, I dont want advice, I just want someone who gets it and understands why I've come to the conclusion of CTB.
I've attempted before, but never with a solid plan, It was always some barely planned bullshit that ended up not actually finishing the job. So I'm here to formulate the perfect plan.
I guess I will see you guys in the threads! Good luck to everyone.
I've spent a lot of my life pretty damn depressed, I'm in my very early 20s now, and its all the same. I've done many horrible things, hence my username- I've come to the conclusion that I simply do not deserve to live, neither do I want to. I dont even know if I wanna share the details of what I've done, but just trust me you'd judge me pretty bad. A lot of it was towards my ex girlfriend.
I seem to constantly hurt people, over and over again. It's not like i'm living some cool happy life as a result tho, I'm genuinely miserable. I was already in plenty of other communities, such as SHED (if anyones familiar, I have a server for it even with a couple hundred members.) But I dont know, that community doesnt really feel right, if I start talking about how miserable I am, I'll look like some attention seeker. I dont want attention, I dont want advice, I just want someone who gets it and understands why I've come to the conclusion of CTB.
I've attempted before, but never with a solid plan, It was always some barely planned bullshit that ended up not actually finishing the job. So I'm here to formulate the perfect plan.
I guess I will see you guys in the threads! Good luck to everyone.
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