lostmilo
Member
- Aug 19, 2024
- 26
I'm so tired of reaching out, BEGGING for help and all I get are weak sympathise. NO you do NOT know what I'm going through. NO not everyone feels like this. If they did then we would all be attempting to kill ourself then wouldn't we? I've tried EVERYTHING. I'm TIRED of existing. The CONSTANT demands. The CONSTANT feeling like I'm not good enough. If this is really all a test from God or whatever higher power the it's clearly RIGGED. Why is it always ME??? All I have left is the sweet sensation of burning my own skin. I'll burn every inch until I have no excuse but to tie the rope around my neck. So much physical pain that the pain of rope constructing my arteries feels like nothing but a pinch. Maybe then my survival instinct will decide to shut the fuck up for once.
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