Venting Please please just kill me

[ppie41]

Im so sad and so desperate to die I lack the words to even articulate it. I don't believe in god but I did when I was super young, when I was 10 I'd pray to god to smite me down and kill me where I stood but the bastard decided to kill me slowly instead so I'm just going to have to do it myself

 

[FuneralCry]

I really wish that there was the option to just instantly cease existing, it's very much understandable wishing to be free from this world so badly, I just hate how suicide isn't straightforward and can be so difficult.

 

[Sulyya]

I understand, especially the praying to die. I hope things improve, in whatever way.

 

[GasMonkey]

The way out of here must be earned, unfortunately that's how it works.