Venting Please...kill me forgive me for my mistakes please i dont wanna cry anymore...please

[lunar02102009]

I know i did too make mistakes which are unforgivable because of my fucking stupidity i lost her i know she wont come back but please i beg you god to give me relief i am so damn sorry for my mistakes kill me and let me rest its not like she loves me anyway so just please....give me peace its too much for me i have suffered for too long i cant do it please please please....please someone help me please...

 

[lunar02102009]

I know i did too make mistakes which are unforgivable because of my fucking stupidity i lost her i know she wont come back but please i beg you god to give me relief i am so damn sorry for my mistakes kill me and let me rest its not like she loves me anyway so just please....give me peace its too much for me i have suffered for too long i cant do it please please please....please someone help me please...

I am mentally breaking down and bursting in tears...why cant i stop