Help Please help me

[Lara Francis]

I am in so much emotionl pain right now.i cannot think rationally.i just want my pain to go !

 

[takeyourshotfunboy]

I am in so much emotionl pain right now.i cannot think rationally.i just want my pain to go !

What exactly is going on?

 

[Lara Francis]

I want to go

 

[Soul]

Ohhh my beautiful @Lara Francis, I'm so sorry you're in pain. Please know you are very loved and wrap yourself in that, and take strength from these (((hugs))) and tell us how we can help

 

[Lara Francis]

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I can relate
I am hugging you

 

[Lara Francis]

I am in so much distress right now its hard to type
I dont know what to do .i am going to throw now
I dont know what to do .i am going to throw now
What should i do

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I am in so much distress right now its hard to type
I dont know what to do .i am going to throw now
I dont know what to do .i am going to throw now

Maybe cry if you can
Curl on the floor
It helps me to release the emotional pain a little bit

 

[Lara Francis]

Social services are telling lies

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Social services are telling lies

What they are telling?

 

[Lara Francis]

I want to cut but i shoudnt
They told my son he would be in care until he was 18 but the judge agreed a plan with all of us to get him home

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I want to cut but i shoudnt

Scars are ugly
Please don't cut
If you have ice cubes try to hold them in your hands until they hurt
It will distract you a little

 

[Lara Francis]

I have contact tomorrow and they said they would have to check if he wanted contact!
He would never refuse,they are manipulating him
All i want is happiness and its so unachieveable
I have not eaten in days and am so tired of this shitty world

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I have contact tomorrow and they said they would have to check if he wanted contact!
He would never refuse,they are manipulating him
All i want is happiness and its so unachieveable

I hope he will say yes despite being manipulated
I feel your pain, happiness is so distant
I am hugging you

 

[Lara Francis]

Sometimes we feel that we fight so hard but are only left with one option
I just want to sleep until this nightmare is over
I recieved an email (spam) from my dead husbands email last night and it upset me
I feel so lost
I wonder what happens when u die.
Its all too much !

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Sometimes we feel that we fight so hard but are only left with one option
I just want to sleep until this nightmare is over
I recieved an email (spam) from my dead husbands email last night and it upset me
I feel so lost

Living is hard, giving up is hard too because we left behind something we attached to
I am sorry I can't say the right words
But I am here

 

[Lara Francis]

I really tried so hard in fighting for my boy.
I really love him so much

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I really tried so hard in fighting for my boy.
I really live him so much

He needs you, his mom
I am sure he loves you too

 

[Lara Francis]

He needs you, his mom
I am sure he loves you too

I am his world
I do not want to live a life without him being in it for good, not just for an hour here and there.
I can live a life but i need him to be part of it to share all his milestones and continue to show him how proud of him i am.
I think i need to take some time to think and make my decision.
Thankyou for being here to listen and talk.
Xx

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I am his world
I do not want to live a life without him being in it for good, not just for an hour here and there.
I can live a life but i need him to be part of it to share all his milestones and continue to show him how proud of him i am.
I think i need to take some time to think and make my decision.
Thankyou for being here to listen and talk.
Xx

I wish you and your son all the best.
You both deserve love and happiness.

 

[Castles]

Wish you all the best. My ex just took all my parental rights away from me basically by telling lies and getting away with them. I can somewhat relate and it fucking hurts. Feel free to message if you need to talk ❤