Help please help me (hanging)

[lessthanzero]

Hey everyone,
I am really really desperate.
The only ctb method I can do is hanging. But I'm not good at the physics of it all and finding the right material, Ive got to work with what I have (household items), I can't buy anything because that would bring suspicion.
I would love for someone to guide me through this and help me please, I really can't deal with more hospitals or failed attempts.
This needs to be successful, I can't be a burden any longer.
Thank you so much in advance


For anchor points I have a really firm wooden beam in the living room or a metal firm ladder

 

[squirley]

Hey everyone,
I am really really desperate.
The only ctb method I can do is hanging. But I'm not good at the physics of it all and finding the right material, Ive got to work with what I have (household items), I can't buy anything because that would bring suspicion.

a rope.. a cord ... not sure what to say sorry life has brought you here.

I would love for someone to guide me through this and help me please, I really can't deal with more hospitals or failed attempts.
This needs to be successful, I can't be a burden any longer.
Thank you so much in advance

There are many threads on partial and full. That can help.

For anchor points I have a really firm wooden beam in the living room or a metal firm ladder

half way there.
Good luck .

 

[Not_a_happy_Waf]

There's an instructions page somewhere on the forum, but I feel you, I've been feeling the same way for a while, might do it soon too... good luck...

 

[lessthanzero]

a rope.. a cord ... not sure what to say sorry life has brought you here.

There are many threads on partial and full. That can help.

half way there.
Good luck .

thank you for your reply
I don't own a rope, besides a cord what would u think would be the best option?
thanks

There's an instructions page somewhere on the forum, but I feel you, I've been feeling the same way for a while, might do it soon too... good luck...

also hanging?
sorry btw and sending u hugs
I know how u feel and may we find peace

 

[90starve]

this thread should help :)
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/

 

[lessthanzero]

this thread should help :)
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/

thank u
How are u if u don't mind me asking, I saw a post where you were talking about ctb

 

[90starve]

thank u
How are u if u don't mind me asking, I saw a post where you were talking about ctb

no problem at all <3 i found the thread to be very useful.

thankyou for asking :)
yes, i attempted partial hanging with a rope on saturday night - but failed because i hadn't tied my rope to the anchor point securely enough to hold my bodyweight.

now im back at work - slaving away - i can't say that it feels very good.

 

[lessthanzero]

no problem at all <3 i found the thread to be very useful.

thankyou for asking :)
yes, i attempted partial hanging with a rope on saturday night - but failed because i hadn't tied my rope to the anchor point securely enough to hold my bodyweight.

now im back at work - slaving away - i can't say that it feels very good.

thinking of you! And I'm still here for a little while if u want to talk
Are u thinking of attempting again?
hugs

 

[90starve]

thinking of you! And I'm still here for a little while if u want to talk
Are u thinking of attempting again?
hugs

im not sure if i want to attempt again soon - i haven't written my will yet. i think it's probably unwise for me to CTB with no preparations, and i feel as though i rushed it!

 

[lessthanzero]

im not sure if i want to attempt again soon - i haven't written my will yet. i think it's probably unwise for me to CTB with no preparations, and i feel as though i rushed it!

that's good to hear, don't rush into anything
If u don't mind me asking, what did u use for ligature?
hugs

 

[90starve]

that's good to hear, don't rush into anything
If u don't mind me asking, what did u use for ligature?
hugs

i used a climbing rope - it's smooth, but doesn't slip from my neck easily. it's also thick enough to support my body weight without snapping :)

 

[lessthanzero]

i used a climbing rope - it's smooth, but doesn't slip from my neck easily. it's also thick enough to support my body weight without snapping :)

I have some bathrobe cords that are really thick, I was thinking of using that but I need to find a ligature to attach it to.

 

[90starve]

I have some bathrobe cords that are really thick, I was thinking of using that but I need to find a ligature to attach it to.

dyou mean the string that you tie around your waist? - i can imagine they are pretty strong - and if you can't buy something like a climbing rope without drawing suspicion, it may be your best bet.

don't answer me if you don't want to :) but can i ask - are you planning to partial or full hang?

 

[lessthanzero]

dyou mean the string that you tie around your waist? - i can imagine they are pretty strong - and if you can't buy something like a climbing rope without drawing suspicion, it may be your best bet.

don't answer me if you don't want to :) but can i ask - are you planning to partial or full hang?

yes that string, and sadly my purchases are being monitored so any rope would be too suspicious
And no I don't mind, I actually look forward to your responses because that's the only conversation I can have about my plans,
I think the full hang is the safest way for me to succeed
sadly I always failed in physics class, never knew I needed it so badly now

 

[90starve]

yes that string, and sadly my purchases are being monitored so any rope would be too suspicious
And no I don't mind, I actually look forward to your responses because that's the only conversation I can have about my plans,
I think the full hang is the safest way for me to succeed
sadly I always failed in physics class, never knew I needed it so badly now

a full suspension used to be my preferred method - but over the years, the idea of CTBing that way terrifies me more and more!

i think i much prefer to think about the idea of sitting somewhat comfortably while i partially hang - full suspension takes bravery <3

 

[Vivacious_Vee]

this thread should help :)
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/

thank you so so so much, sheets made into a rope, house secure, hounds are safe, letters are written, so it is time that I move away from this shell that has been so supportive xx right house nearly all locked, thank you for this link, I am so happy right now, hug hounds and then get on my bus xxx

 

[90starve]

thank you so so so much, sheets made into a rope, house secure, hounds are safe, letters are written, so it is time that I move away from this shell that has been so supportive xx right house nearly all locked, thank you for this link, I am so happy right now, hug hounds and then get on my bus xxx

i hope your transition is peaceful - thinking of you vee <3

 

[Vivacious_Vee]

a full suspension used to be my preferred method - but over the years, the idea of CTBing that way terrifies me more and more!

i think i much prefer to think about the idea of sitting somewhat comfortably while i partially hang - full suspension takes bravery <3

I dont want to do full, as I feel I will kick out and catch something and it wont happen, so I am thinking kneeling, but got to do some reading, right, than k you, time to catch up bus xxx

thank you so so so much, sheets made into a rope, house secure, hounds are safe, letters are written, so it is time that I move away from this shell that has been so supportive xx right house nearly all locked, thank you for this link, I am so happy right now, hug hounds and then get on my bus xxx

Read so much yesterday, thought I had it all sorted, just a complete mess today.... with a red throat to boot.... cant talk either! In bits, but will just find another way.....

i hope your transition is peaceful - thinking of you vee <3

Thank you, sadly not, just very emotional today, with a red neck and sore throat.... Tried, ended up feeling the pulse in my neck, letting myself just ease into it and well... felt my heart in my neck but sadly to no avail... in bits today.... Have thrown away most of my clothes, put loads in bin, I want out... Will be looking for another way, feeling so down after truly thought I was going yesterday, I want to catch my bus.... thank you x

 

[90starve]

I dont want to do full, as I feel I will kick out and catch something and it wont happen, so I am thinking kneeling, but got to do some reading, right, than k you, time to catch up bus xxx

Read so much yesterday, thought I had it all sorted, just a complete mess today.... with a red throat to boot.... cant talk either! In bits, but will just find another way.....

Thank you, sadly not, just very emotional today, with a red neck and sore throat.... Tried, ended up feeling the pulse in my neck, letting myself just ease into it and well... felt my heart in my neck but sadly to no avail... in bits today.... Have thrown away most of my clothes, put loads in bin, I want out... Will be looking for another way, feeling so down after truly thought I was going yesterday, I want to catch my bus.... thank you x

im sorry that you couldn't make it, and are forced to exist in this hellish world <3

have you considered the CO method? (useful threads linked below) i think i read in another thread that you're close to the River Severn, so am i! - the banks might make a good place to set up the CO tent. [EDIT: not in a place where the tide will sweep you away though!]

after failing my partial hanging attempt, i think CO is the method i want to go for next - partial is very tricky to get right, but you can practice passing out by pressing your thumbs on the carotid arteries - by doing this, you'll grasp a better understanding of where to place the rope around your neck.

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