The problem is that people can potentially get in legal trouble for pushing you in a certain direction- and even separate from that, though of course related, it is a serious ethical problem. So as tough as it is, if you are considering ctb you would need to do some research on methods on your own- there are many posts on this site on various methods, and threads, etc., which often include people's thoughts about whether they should ctb or not- after discussing things here some people decide to focus on recovery, and some do decide to end their pain by ctb- but it needs to be a person's own decision.