Help Please help/ going to do it in a few hours

[bloomingdark]

I am about to take a bunch of pills, all of my antidepressants are there, i am shaking and i am really thinking of doing it impulsively , i know It would be painful but I'm blinded by pain ...
Please help
70 of all my pills are there, surely taking them in the night while everyone is asleep will do something

 

[gianni rage]

I am about to take a bunch of pills, all of my antidepressants are there, i am shaking and i am really thinking of doing it impulsively , i know It would be painful but I'm blinded by pain ...
Please help
70 of all my pills are there, surely taking them in the night while everyone is asleep will do something

dont. the Russians have an old saying. "Morning is wiser than evening"---wait until the morning---stay until then...If you need to "make a plan", make a plan, but do not leave the world in fear, confusion and, quite possibly, excrutiating pain....

 

[bloomingdark]

Going out right now, i don't know if I will chicken out or not, thank you guys for all, if I am not back in a few weeks I catched the bus
I'm sorry to all of you i couldn't hear/talk to i hope you can find peace

 

[yive]

Going out right now, i don't know if I will chicken out or not, thank you guys for all, if I am not back in a few weeks I catched the bus

very risky way to go, but good luck, if you decide to go through it. wish you peace

 

[alown]

I really hope you can conceive of your desire without suffering, it's very risky, you don't deserve to suffer nobody here deserves it

 

[gianni rage]

I am about to take a bunch of pills, all of my antidepressants are there, i am shaking and i am really thinking of doing it impulsively , i know It would be painful but I'm blinded by pain ...
Please help
70 of all my pills are there, surely taking them in the night while everyone is asleep will do something

I have seen people with permanent damage to mind and body because of pill OD---some were suicide attempts, some were just reckless---trust me, you do not want to live that way....I myself will only go when I have the means to a peaceful, painless, easeful death----my life was painful and frightening and grim, with so much of it beyond my control...My death will not be like that. No one should die like that. You deserve a better conclusion. I dont know you but I know you have greatly suffered, are greatly suffering, Don't let it blind you to potential consequences. It may seem very enticing just to "swallow and get the damn thing over with", but truly, dont you at least owe. yourself a kinder exit than that?

 

[UninformedLover]

I only met you today but I feel as if I've known you my whole entire life. The kindness you have shown me will not be forgotten. I don't know your situation so it's not my place to interject but really just think this over before doing it. Overdosing on pills is a terrible way to go. It's extremely painful and not all that reliable. I should know because I have tried it twice. I will miss you dearly. In the end I hope you find peace. Thank you for being you. I hope we can meet again some day, some how.

 

[SweetDreams500]

I'm not sure if that will be enough, it will likely only make you really sick. Think this through.

 

[Bagger]

With antidepressants u will at best got a serotonin syndrome https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serotonin_syndrome it can be lethal but dont bet on it. Anyway, its sad to read stuff like this, especially after brief talk with you. If something is up u can talk to me.

 

[Silver]

Pill ODs don't usually work...

 

[Bagger]

Pill ODs don't usually work...

Depend on pill, but OD on ssri will make her end up in ward most likely.

 

[Fragile]

Don't, unless you want to wake up in the hospital. You need some very specific pills and in even larger quantities.

I know you are suffering, but adding more reasons to suffer with an unsuccessful attempt is not wise.

 

[WornOutLife]

Dear, please don't do it.
I had an OD with 100 sleeping pills and anti-depressants last year and I only ended up in a coma for 2 days and my life was hell for 6 months.

Just try to calm down and think of the consequences of failing!

 

[Cherry Crumpet]

Wait. Please just take a moment. ODing on pills often doesn't work and you could end up with permanent damage to your kidneys or other organs. You don't deserve that kind of life that could result from this. Please try to think it through.

 

[MoreThanAFeeling]

I can absolutely understand the feel of desperately wanting to die, I hope you found your peace.

 

[lofticries]

You'll most likely be in some deep pain before passing out and waking up in your own vomit. And after will have to get your stomach pumped which is not a pleasant experience. Please, please, reconsider. You'll have nothing to gain from this except pain and even more misery from being institutionalized.

I wanted to overdose on anti depressants that I saved up for an entire year last Christmas on impulse. But didn't go through with it after some research. I don't doubt that some do actually die but the keyword is some. And there must be a reason why overdosing on your meds is not a popular ctb method here. It's unreliable and painful.

 

[Mendex]

You need to choose another method, If you have Zoloft or Fluoxetine. It won't work

 

[Red]

Been here so many times, really feel for you OP
We'll be here when you wake up feeling like utter crap - sending love n understanding, hoping really hard there are no lasting effects and/or other consequences

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

I wonder what happens to OP now ?
Most OTC and common prescription pills these days are engineered to be very safe and likely won't kill you.

 

[ts0hill]

ive had seritonion syndrome before from my antidepressants which happens if you take to much or interactions. It is very painful and it feels like ur brain is exploding pushing on ur skull and can last for days till ur chemicals even out. No sleep either. I highly do not recommend this it is unreliable. You can also die from seritonion syndrome which would be a lot more painful

 

[bloomingdark]

Hey guys, funny story, ended up almost passing out on the street i mean i almost fainted because I was feeling everything so surreal, i was shaking and crying a lot, i went to many streets trying to find a spot, were to find peace but I was unsuccessful, i smoked a lot and then tried to think something so I ended up crying to one of my boyfriend's friend while having panick attack, i didn't tell him my intentions, he did offer me marihuana and it relaxed me a lot, i am home and in the way of coming here i saw my boyfriend with my ex friend and i had another panick attack so I was reconsidering again ... Now i am calmer i slept a little, i am in an unbereable pain and i really want it to stop, I'll sleep a lot and try to distract, while getting resources for SN, i want a peaceful death, i don't want more impulses, the thing is i don't really have money , i didn't even have money for a ticket bus to go to the woods here in my city, i am going to search up where to make it arrive even if I have to work on some job, idk, probably catching the bus next few months, thank you guys so much for making me think that's stupid and an awful way to go (if not founded because I was most likely to get found and taken to a hospital) or end up really sick, fucking up more myself

Thank you, thank you

 

[Joey]

Hey guys, funny story, ended up almost passing out on the street i mean i almost fainted because I was feeling everything so surreal, i was shaking and crying a lot, i went to many streets trying to find a spot, were to find peace but I was unsuccessful, i smoked a lot and then tried to think something so I ended up crying to one of my boyfriend's friend while having panick attack, i didn't tell him my intentions, he did offer me marihuana and it relaxed me a lot, i am home and in the way of coming here i saw my boyfriend with my ex friend and i had another panick attack so I was reconsidering again ... Now i am calmer i slept a little, i am in an unbereable pain and i really want it to stop, I'll sleep a lot and try to distract, while getting resources for SN, i want a peaceful death, i don't want more impulses, the thing is i don't really have money , i didn't even have money for a ticket bus to go to the woods here in my city, i am going to search up where to make it arrive even if I have to work on some job, idk, probably catching the bus next few months, thank you guys so much for making me think that's stupid and an awful way to go (if not founded because I was most likely to get found and taken to a hospital) or end up really sick, fucking up more myself

Thank you, thank you

Glad to see that you're okay :)

 

[WornOutLife]

Hey guys, funny story, ended up almost passing out on the street i mean i almost fainted because I was feeling everything so surreal, i was shaking and crying a lot, i went to many streets trying to find a spot, were to find peace but I was unsuccessful, i smoked a lot and then tried to think something so I ended up crying to one of my boyfriend's friend while having panick attack, i didn't tell him my intentions, he did offer me marihuana and it relaxed me a lot, i am home and in the way of coming here i saw my boyfriend with my ex friend and i had another panick attack so I was reconsidering again ... Now i am calmer i slept a little, i am in an unbereable pain and i really want it to stop, I'll sleep a lot and try to distract, while getting resources for SN, i want a peaceful death, i don't want more impulses, the thing is i don't really have money , i didn't even have money for a ticket bus to go to the woods here in my city, i am going to search up where to make it arrive even if I have to work on some job, idk, probably catching the bus next few months, thank you guys so much for making me think that's stupid and an awful way to go (if not founded because I was most likely to get found and taken to a hospital) or end up really sick, fucking up more myself

Thank you, thank you

So glad to hear you're still with us. :)

Just try follow our advice next time and do your best not to ctb impulsively. It tends not to work. We can always ctb another day. No need to rush.

Hugs and love to you.