NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
Everyday before sleeping I pray to God I won't wake up the next day. Guess I have to do my part as well.
 
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BrokenConk3r

BrokenConk3r

Snälla döda mig
Feb 9, 2020
29
God is a lie, no one is comming to rescue except your own hands.
 
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oopswronglife

Elementalist
Jun 27, 2019
870
I don't know what is or is not...but I do pray/ask/beg as well. Never heard a thing. Never got any response. Things just get worse. That doesn't prove anything of course and I find militant atheists as arrogant as militant religious people. Nobody knows.

For someone like me who is open to whatever is out there being possible...it's sure hard to understand because I cannot imagine why any powerful being would allow this much pain. It's going to require an explanation I cannot conceive of now.
 
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Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
741
I think I am dead.
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
Please God take me with you............What a sentence!. It seems that came from a Sunday mass......
But the best past is later...when you begin to waiting for.............

After that happens is nothing and finally what is happening is the whole life.
Do not trust in God. Not going to help you.
 
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Notabadguy

Notabadguy

Mage
Feb 7, 2020
576
Everyday before sleeping I pray to God I won't wake up the next day. Guess I have to do my part as well.
I do exactly the same, everyday, before sleeping, I pray: "Señor, lévame contigo" ("Lord, take me with you"). But I wake up again the next day, it doesn't seem to work.
 
Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Everyday before sleeping I pray to God I won't wake up the next day. Guess I have to do my part as well.
Kid, I've been saying the same thing for several years. Trust me, no divine / supernatural / extra terrestrial power is going to come for you.

We all live and CTB by our own hands.

Except of course, if someone who wants to CTB had an accident that caused them instant death and without any pain whatsoever , that would still be counted as extreme good luck and not Providence.
 
Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
I'm not sure @NothingElseMatters was asking us to critique their beliefs. It sounds like they got a response, just not the one they wanted.

@Notabadguy, I am charmed that you address God as Señor. I mean, of course you do, but I'd never considered it before.
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
I come from a deeply religious family .. Have never seen anyone more pious than my mother... I am neither a believer nor an atheist. Considering the amount of prayers etc she does for me ... I should have been the happiest person in this world .. Lol ... But look at me ... Depressed and suicidal . I pray for sudden and peaceful death ... No result yet ... Damn
 
SadHam

SadHam

Once a happy ham, now a sad ham.
Feb 9, 2020
26
I feel the same, i'm not religious at all but i just don't want to feel anymore. The person i wanted to spend my life with doesnt want to do that with me. Already spent so much time with that human and now i just feel worthless. Each morning I wake up I hate it. Still here in this bad dream. Love gone, desire gone, just empty, moping around this broken world.
 
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