lookattheskytonight
hopefully my last post
- Nov 20, 2025
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I have been struggling with literally overdosing myself over and over and still im here.. So i wanna ask what or how much should I take like xanax 2mg to literally die? The things that I have been struggling with got worse and worse and im tired of life overall if i be honest I tried killing myself a lot of times and still ended up in a hospital and sometimes I "almost" died well unfortunate bad luck I guess because im here writing this to literally share my story and hopefully i will find the method that would kill me. So here's what I tried I took over +80 pills of xanax 2mg so around 160mg in my body well after like 5-10mins I couldnt walk or anything else so I fall into a sleep. After 2 hours of me sleeping very hard I remember only that I saw medics everywhere surrended over me. [Disclaimer I didnt call 911 or anything] they tried giving me an coal to somehow save me and giving me like 1min or 2mins of life and low chance of surviving it. But the coal helped it that I needed to choke it some of them and then i ended up in hospital so the question is because I'm taking a long time xanax and other pills on mental health for about +4 years my question is what should I mix with xanax 2mg that would let me die I tried every-single dr'gs in my entire life and it doesnt seems that it would help the life more as the times goes by I'm just asking if someone has some links or someone who has been suffering a long time that found peace [by kms] with this method that I still failed as it goes my head is blowing up I know I just could get an gun and blow my head off but the thing is in our country they dont literally give to ill mental health person an permission to own an gun. So my question is will xanax 2mg with mixed something kill me and finally find the peace that im looking for so long? I attempted a lot of suicidal stuff and methods but none of them worked for me. And I'm just tired of everything that I just wake up and again wtf really?
dont feel bad or anything im not literally looking for some help about saying that it will gets better, life is cruel and always will be. So please dont im just simply looking for tips because im out of tips on how to kms feel free to let me know I checked the forum and I don't kinda understand some methods and some of them I tried guess what I'm still here...
I also tried idk the razor blades cutting myself but nothing really worked as it planned if anything I was also thinking about the sleep-sleep method but my head doesnt really get some parts or like idk maybe im just so fucked up that my head is literally braindead or brainwashed idk
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Basically I know that I took around 160mg of xanaxs because I had two bottles and one bottle has 50 xanax 2mg in it. So I know that I took over 160mg of xanax because thats what I got left. And after that ended up in hospital and after that another mental health hospital that i was locked out for 3 months and it just goes forever like that... So after trying my best to literally overdosing myself I would like to know if theres some expert that would tell me if 160mg with mixed drugs would help me find the peace or not and will ended up in the hospital like always..
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They needed to rescued me with giving me extra oxygen because xanax [alprazolam] started to working out about choking my neck so that my brain was thinking that I couldnt breathe because it closed my neck as I was planning that well. If they did not call 911 someone out there idk who it was, I wouldnt be there to literally asking for an method to literally find a peace and I was thinking about euthanasia but paying for it and more shit na it would be my last option or method to find a peace but I would like to find it literally now and by the faster way.
dont feel bad or anything im not literally looking for some help about saying that it will gets better, life is cruel and always will be. So please dont im just simply looking for tips because im out of tips on how to kms feel free to let me know I checked the forum and I don't kinda understand some methods and some of them I tried guess what I'm still here...
I also tried idk the razor blades cutting myself but nothing really worked as it planned if anything I was also thinking about the sleep-sleep method but my head doesnt really get some parts or like idk maybe im just so fucked up that my head is literally braindead or brainwashed idk
3.
Basically I know that I took around 160mg of xanaxs because I had two bottles and one bottle has 50 xanax 2mg in it. So I know that I took over 160mg of xanax because thats what I got left. And after that ended up in hospital and after that another mental health hospital that i was locked out for 3 months and it just goes forever like that... So after trying my best to literally overdosing myself I would like to know if theres some expert that would tell me if 160mg with mixed drugs would help me find the peace or not and will ended up in the hospital like always..
4.
They needed to rescued me with giving me extra oxygen because xanax [alprazolam] started to working out about choking my neck so that my brain was thinking that I couldnt breathe because it closed my neck as I was planning that well. If they did not call 911 someone out there idk who it was, I wouldnt be there to literally asking for an method to literally find a peace and I was thinking about euthanasia but paying for it and more shit na it would be my last option or method to find a peace but I would like to find it literally now and by the faster way.
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