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PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
641
I DESPERATELY need to come to terms with endings and permanence soon. My entire life I've found endings SO much more painful than the average person.

I have watched the Good Place all the way through and it did help me a little.

I also watched Breathe, Me Before You, and You're Not You.

I would ask for books but I don't have the attention span to read anymore. When I was 21 I read every single one of Shakespeare's works that summer for fun, now I can barely hold in a paragraph. I desperately need to release myself from my suffering, I at least deserve that.

Thank you again, guys!
 
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SuicidalRN

SuicidalRN

Member
Jan 18, 2022
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"Dick Johnson is Dead" on Netflix. It is humorous, sad, and also helps you accept death. I would highly recommend it. It helped me.

Also, there is this YouTuber and mortician Caitlin Doughty. You may have heard of her before with her series, "Ask a Mortician".

You would have to search on her videos to find the specific topics that maybe helpful, but she is also humorous but serious and before I was even considering CTB, I was into her channel. She helped me accept death in general and the idea of the good death. She also started her own group with a lot of other morticians called "The order of the good death". I really quite like her.

 
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katagiri83

katagiri83

Like tears in rain
Jan 4, 2022
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The original Blade Runner, the narrative explored the meaning of humanity & impermanence, especially the end scent regarding death as a narrative & its agency (both being alive & postmortem)… "Like tears in rain."
 
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tryingtoescape

tryingtoescape

Experienced
Dec 30, 2019
213
For me, House of Sand and Fog.
 
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