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LostDemon
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- Sep 2, 2024
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Hello all, i'm 28 and just wanted to post to clear some of this noise out of my head, I really really really wanna CTB but the fear of living with damage is so scary because thats already the case for me, thats a story for another time. i just wanna die. ive spent most of my adult life in hospitals and institutions treating mental health. I haven;t been able to hold a job for more than a few months in a long time and ive been unemployed for a year, i want so badly to be able to live like a normal adult and just work and live a normal life but i am unable to have that experience. im deathly afraid to drive i still dont have my drivers license, it took me almost 5 years to push thropugh this fear and get my permit and when i finally set up an appointment to get driving lessons i got scammed. by best friend is died by his own hand in our apartment and i wanna see him again.