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First of all, I'd like to establish that my death has nothing to do with dad's new job. I know mum's parents might blame that. If that's so, and there's an afterlife, than I will be fucking furious at them. I tried killing myself several times well before dad even mentioned a potential resignation.
This is no one's fault. The world is awful and I can't fucking continue all this for years or decades. It's much better for me this way, if that helps.
I'm terribly sorry. I love you. All of you.
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First of all, I'd like to establish that my death has nothing to do with dad's new job. I know mum's parents might blame that. If that's so, and there's an afterlife, than I will be fucking furious at them. I tried killing myself several times well before dad even mentioned a potential resignation.
This is no one's fault. The world is awful and I can't fucking continue all this for years or decades. It's much better for me this way, if that helps.
I'm terribly sorry. I love you. All of you.
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