CoolGuy9
Mage
- Mar 5, 2019
- 524
Earlier when I woke up, I felt horrible. Such a horrible depressed feeling that I never wanna experience again. I decided to go for a walk to make it go away. During that walk I got the urge to get my rope and play with it once again. The idea wasn't to kill myself, but to make it so that I could do so if I wanted to. After the walk I didn't do it, because I felt better, but there have been times when I did play with it.
Anyone else play with the rope? Also does this count as self destructive behavior?
Anyone else play with the rope? Also does this count as self destructive behavior?
