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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

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Dec 31, 2022
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All I need now is a rope sadly the only way I have cause I can't get ahold of a gun I'll be able to see my child soon honestly my life was shit until I met my ex and her son and now that my child is dead I can't see her son and she left me for another co worker I'm just done 26 years of pain and I'm ready to go
 
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YuckyDucky

YuckyDucky

Member
Dec 10, 2021
39
I'm sorry you're in that situation. I hope you're able to find peace, whatever you decide.
 
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peacetime

Student
Dec 27, 2022
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27 here, just waiting for my SN arrive. I go up and down in my moods but hell, today is just one of my bad days, which I am very familiar with at this point by the way.
Maybe I can just live on welfare for the next few years. Maybe. Doing nothing, just staying alive and suffering. But what is the point. I just want to not exist.

I don't think you should kill yourself thinking you'll see your child in the afterlife, none of us knows if it exists at all.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really sounds like you have suffered so much and your wish to be gone is understandable. I hope that you find freedom from this cruel world.
 
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jessisme

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Dec 3, 2022
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All I need now is a rope sadly the only way I have cause I can't get ahold of a gun I'll be able to see my child soon honestly my life was shit until I met my ex and her son and now that my child is dead I can't see her son and she left me for another co worker I'm just done 26 years of pain and I'm ready to go

I'm sorry this happened, I feel your pain. xo
 
Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
178
It really sounds like you have suffered so much and your wish to be gone is understandable. I hope that you find freedom from this cruel world.
After having you child killed by the woman you love have g the woman you love walk out on you for a friend and d co worker I'm just kver it I was just a stepping g stone as usual
 
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