Planning to go on Friday.

[executivelydefunct]

I have 30mg oxy, 50mg diazepam, plus a sheet of codeine+paracetamol. I plan to take these (only a few of the codeine) with a lot of gin on Friday evening on a secluded beach nearby, then wade in at high tide. I don't know if the above cocktail will do the trick but I imagine it'll get me drowsy enough to not be too panicked in the water. The oxy is left from a surgery I had several years ago, haven't taken that or the valium since so my tolerance is very low. I'm hesitant to take more than a few of the codeine - i knew someone who ctd after a paracetamol od and it was excruciating for her and all of her loved ones; she was in a coma for weeks and finally passed in hospital. It was awful. I'd rather go quickly, quietly; be found, not nursed for weeks while people grieve me before I'm even gone.

Anyway. It's all on very short notice but I have no option but to do it this weekend. It's now or never, really.

I doubt I'll be able to procure more oxy without literally breaking a limb, but valium I might be able to swing at a different doctor tomorrow (mine was very hesitant to give me those 10 tabs, but did). Would 50mg diazepam be enough to at least put me out for a while? Are there any other easily available things to help things along?

 

[Unknown21]

Good luck, I'm also going tomorrow or Friday.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

The cocktail you plan to take may or may not be lethal but I think you plan to fall into a coma then drown?

Good luck! Whatever you decide to do I hope you find peace.

Here's info about ODs:

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

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[executivelydefunct]

They cocktail you plan to take may or may not be lethal but I think you plan to fall into a coma then drown?

Good luck! Whatever you decide to do I hope you find peace.

Here's info about ODs:

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Thank you. Yes, that's the plan. OD is incredibly hard to do via legitimate means where I am. In most cases that's a blessing, I guess.

 

[Roadrunner]

Good luck, I wish you the best finding what you crave.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.