Venting Planning to CTB

[Josef2000]

Hi there,

I haven't posted in a while but you can guarantee that my life does remain worse off than death. Life is not worth living.

I have thought long and hard and I've made my decision to CTB next year, through intense planning, questions, and research.
I'm not sure if I can discuss the method although I plan to have some alcohol in my system to help me forget about my protective measures ie family.

I have accepted my oncoming death and I have sorted things out from that perspective.

Side note: This seems to be the only site that I can discuss my suicide properly without judgment or harassment for being selfish or stupid. So thank you for that guys <3

 

[Lilacmoon]

That acceptance is like a bitter blanket that overlooks everything, isn't it? It's a sad kind of comfort in a way.

I'm sorry you've been lead to this point. But I hope you find some solace in accepting death. I definitely did.